All or Nothing

wordpress

2009-06-19T22:27:00.003+08:00

so's a mate told me off wordpress.. thought id make an account there... still new to it so's im still tryna make full sense of it.. =P

anyways.. here's the link:

http://thatgirlwithgreeneyes.wordpress.com

sounds cool aint it?? ahahaxxx

btw, u can try to find me on twitter.. been on it for ages now followin some cool people... do join..

be updatin more soon...

okie dokies..

ok im back

2009-06-07T20:35:00.002+08:00

ok so im back for a lil while... would blog a lot but im runnin on a tight schedule rite now so no can do...

workin at the theme park is fun i guess... but doin nuthin much is killin my back...

school hols are here, there's 1 last extra class tmr, then will be off to work for the pm shift...

wad else??? yea well, im off then....

heart ache

2009-05-05T12:31:00.002+08:00

my heart hurts like hell right now.. u think i like it?? seriously, i would have given a bloody tight slap across ur face if i wasnt the person i am right now.

hating life, every single bit of it. let in 3 goals for the last match. how do u think i feel???

trained for about a year as a defender n then 1 bloody effing month as a goalkeeper. WOW, didnt noe IM A STARCHILD...

MI hockey is out of the A division, thanks to me...

dont say im being hard on myself, u ppl r saying the exact same thing as i do, dont u?

rite now, studies come first.. HOW???

FRANKIE

2009-04-26T00:35:00.002+08:00

all right.. so no more Frankie from now on.. should gotta get a grip on urself Nad...

sick n tired of everything..

my back bloody hurts..

n migrain's starting all over n over again....

cant believe ppl need to force me to take my medicine..

hey, life's life n u cant help it....

adios

back now

2009-04-19T22:06:00.002+08:00

so's im back.. for a while though.. pretty much busy rite now..

so's im gonna be describing wad e nex week is gonna be like just in case i start net hibernating again...

MATCH tomorrow.. A Div for the girl's hockey team starts tmr.. so im pretty nervous , having all sort of butterflies n lions n horses n dinos in my tummy..

gonna be watching Harper's Island later.. 2nd episode. should be cool..

so's i dunno wad's the week gonna be like actually..

but i do now, tmr we're up against TPJC.. nex match will be on the 28th, then the 30th..

ok, so i better go now, gotta update the OTHER blog.. =P

shit luck

2009-04-11T20:21:00.002+08:00

had a pretty rough week, havent been on for quite a while...

kept to myself mostly, don give a shit bout the world anymore... not givin up but hey, this is life... it's all about survival.. & that sux...

too occupied that i forgot to renew a library book, shit luck...

goin off to play an online game, called ghostscape.

if u don hear from me in a day's time, presume me dead..

acquantainceing

2009-04-02T13:44:00.002+08:00

LMAO..........

ROFL..........

hell im just plain bored rite now... just had history but its double break rite now, for history students anyways.. lol, those whos got physics n bio now, well, too bad.. i need the break anyways... =P

kinda missing FrankieS i guess... i dunno why but i seem to be ignoring everyone around me.. or probably not, but it seemed as though i am, or maybe, i dunno.. i don seem to see anyone familiar around anymore, for eg, Saiful was standing in front of me n until he said HI then i realised that he was rite in front of me.. am i stressed up or wad???

did i say i got a 9 1/2 for MOB test 1? its over 15... thought i deserved a point for qn 2, got a 4 out of 5.. i mean, 10 sounds closer to 15, 9 is nearer to 7.5.. noe wad i mean??

all right folks

2009-04-01T09:58:00.001+08:00

sos like im back for a lil while..

pretty much in school rite now, thinking bout Frankie n stuff.. on my lappy now actually, at the O Hub though..

niwaes, class starting in bout 5 minutes, rushing thru this post.. lol

not going for training tonite, personal reasons.. but Mdm Watee should be settling the jersey issue today, so might be getting mine this afternoon.. promised her id help out with the yr 1s today.. but then, she said, i don have to join them... yay me...

cant wait for the week to end, should start on international history pretty soon...

A Divs is coming real fast, would be pushing myself intensively nex week on.. taking a break for tonite.. blah

so yea, the bell's gonna be ringing in 4 minutes.. okie dokes...

back finally...

2009-03-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

friendly with SAJC tmr... at CCAB, which is like northeast from my place, i think... an hour and a half journey by bus.. sos im meeting Fahariah at the interchange tmr..

anyways, its gonna be my second A div friendly as a keeper, first was with CJC remember, pretty cool i thought it was..

but tmr would be my 3rd A Div friendly playing as a team, first was with NJC...

got the list of schools we are competing against when tournament starts..
TPJC
NJC
&
ACJC..
will continue from there if we get thru.. i really really hope we get thru these schools.. i wanna see us go to the finals with me as the goalie...

Frankie, Amir, Akram and Jubes made into their rugby team, Jubes was really happy.. i saw all from far of course...

so's im like pretty exhausted rite now, we had been training under the hot sun again, as per usual, n its really draining me out of energy. i thought they say the SUN halps in creating energy.. lmao

im gonna go read Frankies blog to see if he's got any updates on.. ouh, did i say? i was reading his old posts last nite n there was one on Nov 9, 2008.. he posted a vid and a note at the bottom, thanks a million nadia:)) so's im like wondering which nadia he was talkin bout... :P he himself said hope is a cure for fear... so im hoping man im full of hope...

sos im leaving now..

adios

bloody hell

2009-03-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

bloody hell... wad on earth is wrong with BLOGGER??

anyways, my feet hurt like mad, im itching like crazy n im going wild with insanity trying to figure out how to finish up all my homework..

to tell the truth, this week is quite slack, not much homework.. Math's due nex week, just trying to finish up Management..

hockey is really killing me, all thanks to the goalie kit.. one, its heavy, two, how the hell am i suppose to bring it home all the time? hell, i live in tampines n i come from a very simple family like bicycles and all, not cars...

im back

2009-03-23T21:33:00.000+08:00

alright... wad can i talk about today??

lets see, ouh, we end school early today cuz Mr Jake wasnt around.. so no history at the end of the day.. we ended up in the library finishing up Math and i borrowed Cecelia's latest book (2008) Thanks For The Memories.... i like her books...

saw Frankie only ONCE today.. but of course, cant really ask for too much now can i??

wad else? wad else??
should i start on MOB tutorial ii or not???

ouh crap, tummy's calling for the loo...

should i go or should i not??

ahaxx

doin good

2009-03-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

alright, lets see wad i can dish out tonite..

not in the mood to do homework, i think im practically done with almost all except for Kefahaman which im really having trouble with, international history tutorial 2 qn 3.. wad else, MeR and I still have yet to start on SEA's micro ppt project.. ouh, Math assignment 2.. my body is not taking it too well, probs i'll try to finish them all up tmr morning.. i HOPE...

we had a friendly with Catholic JC yesters.. pretty cool i guess, they're a good team but i think i'd say MI hockey girls are up ahead.. we scored 1-0 for the first frenly at Delta (or was it 2 nil).. then we had a real stimulation at NTU pitch, played 70 minutes was it, as Kabir Khan in Chak De India said it, Sattar Minute... if im not mistaken, we did a 1-0.. it was my first full match as a goalie.. pretty cool i guess, i noe ive got strong defence and attacks backing me up... thanks gal pals.... so i hope, id be doing a better job at goal keeping, make the school proud, make me parents stop complaining for once about me coming back home late from trainings and frenlies.. n also make me forget the pain of carrying the bloody heavy goalie kit everywhere i go... so winning means quite a lot here...

there was this qn: To wad extent do u agree that winning isnt everything but participating is??

i used to say that losing doesnt matter but now, i would say sometimes winning IS everything.. due to reasons of my own, they're too much to be putTed (=P) down

went to Arnold's today.. celebrated my bdae, finally.. course, i had my fill of joy, it's once a year...

now, salihin is chatting me up, asking wad i was doin at City Plaza, eating at Arnold's? he saw me it seems... =P

new times, new life

2009-03-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

life is certainly not easy, it never is..

i wonder why they call it the March holidays when u spent a whole week in March either in school or the pitch??

anyways, A div's tournament is just 3 weeks away.. so we've been having a pretty rough intensive training all day long, n when i say DAY it means DAY.. geddit? geddit??

mom is pretty mad at me for coming home late almost every nite.. i mean, i can't help it, trainings are now mostly at the NTU/NIE pitch, it's way out in Boon Lay that's like a 2 hour journey home by bus and bout an hour by train (it's not exactly comfy...

worse thing now is, i have to lug a bloody heavy goalkeeping kit home..

n hell, i noe at first i wanted to be a goalie but then i changed my mind after noeing that i can do good defending.. but, thanks to Huda, she left the team suddenly, I have to take over as goalie.. damn, only place i can complain to right now is thru blogger. i cant complain to Coach, or Mdm Watee. they need me badly. n i guess i have to do it, it was thanks to them that i'm first 11 to the team.

well, ive been sacrificing a lot of things in my life, another one won't hurt? can it??

god, my back starts hurting again...

one after the other my frenz got themselves retained. i just hope they're all feeling ok, Mas i love u babes.. Audi, Year 1 might sounds fun to u, but i doubt u'd be just as carefree as before, trust me hun.. Bas, keep the passion in it.. just CONCENTRATE...

ahh. i guess i should log off now, i dunno.. havent been online a long long time.. so there's a whole lot of stuff i should have put up, a lot of "interesting" stuff happening.. bla bla bla.. shit i cant even remember wad was it i wanted to talk about the past 1 week.. tmr's Friday.. so practically, my supposed hols are ending in like wad, another 24 hours?? saturday and sunday doesnt count cuz wadeva happens on both days always happens the same way... life gets pretty much predictable at times...

my fruit diet's started.. should eat more fruits, they're good.. n i should cut down on other stuff.. let's see, mam's cooking?? KFC??

looking forward to Sunday, finally we'll be celebrating my bdae.. at Arnold's.. been wanting to go there for the past 1 year, u see, we only go there on my birthdays... cuz we jsut don have the time to go on normal days, so just imagine how special Arnold's is for me...

ok, logging off...

like about now...

love

2009-03-16T08:14:00.000+08:00

i noe, i noe.. i shouldnt be thinking about love right now.. but i was just reading Frankie's blog and he posted a post, Fear is a disease Hope is the only cure... i was like, wad he says there's sum truth in it.. i don fear much but i do noe that i find it difficult, im too scared to go up to him and say hello... i don want to raise my hopes up high, cuz im scared of being embarrassed in front of everyone else, afraid of rejection perhaps.. that's the thing about being a girl, i cant be the one pursueing others.. its inapt. argh

BULLSHIT

2009-03-11T09:07:00.003+08:00

IGNORE THE PREVIOUS POST

anyways, im back from a short slumber... it's wednesday today, im at the O hub for the first 2 periods of the day - BREAK....

did RESTU the whole night, finishin it up in perfect written pieces... or rather close to perfect, wadever Nad...

all right, this morning, at 07:30, there was a huge crowd of MI students waiting at the bus stop.. even before that when i went past the interchange, there was already a long queue at service 941. so we went to our usual bus stop just to see a whole lot of ppl waiting.. all the way from 07:30, we waited for 15 minutes.. we waited for so long there was no bus but when 1 came, all came.. so we were all rushing to get into the awaiting buses, me n me frenz got into 157. Mas anf Farah had already gotten into 174. ours was the last bus to leave the stop but guess wad, the bus driver would not even drive off for another 15 minutes. reason why? while some got on the bus thru the front door, a lot of others got in thru the back door, and didnt even bother to scan their cards some of them. goodness me... at least thats wad the bus driver said. he just wouldnt drive the bus and we spent like eternity to reach the school. and then, one after the other, can't wait any longer, MI students from the bus start alighting to get a cab or another bus. obviously, ppl were complaining, the bus doesnt wanna move, civic mindless ppl not scanning their cards.. IT IS SO ANNOYING!! i was already so tired from carrying a heavy bag, with my shoe bag in my arms, how the HELL am i suppose to be patient. then i called zara who told me to go up to the upper deck. i went up, found out that many of the MI students from the top deck had already alight from the bus irritated. give it about 2 minutes after i went up, the bus finally moved on. the lower deck has still got a lot of our students.. so pretty much obvious, we got into the school late. thank goodness there was this auntie who works in the school canteen who was there and could vouch for us. we all werent book for late coming but got a short lecture from the VP who wanted to know wad exactly happened and started to talk about coming to school earlier. like we were already at the bus stop by 07:30 i wanted to voice out. it wasnt our fault cuz the bus didnt come at 07:30.. we had to WAIT... god..

n so, i dunno wad else to say but type wad i can think right now.. its no use being rationale at times... public in the bus were already accusing us of things... bull

so rite now, the school thinks that the bus broke down cuz it took a long time to move. i think, just wait until tomorrow when complaints start reaching out to the school saying that our students are inconsiderate etc..

WELL, it WASNT my fault.. i scanned, i was there early at the bus stop, wad more do u want??

Thank u...

2009-03-08T10:46:00.002+08:00

Thank you so much for proving that you'd rather attend your nephew's wedding than your eldest daughter's birthday treat at a place of her choice.

Thank you so much for showing just how much you care about me..

Thanks dad..

march 6th..

2009-03-06T18:42:00.002+08:00

tomorrow's the 7th.. lol

niwaes, there's a match held at NTU tomorrow. so i guess i'm gonna get a good 'good nite' sleep tonite..

spent the day in dire hotness. reached school at 0730 to help Mdm Watee at the hockey pitch. im one of the student helpers for Hockey Shots.. it was very very hot down at the pitch. took scores, keep time, helped throw back the balls, tiring but yesters was worse when i had to bring heavy equipments down to the pitch for setup.. but i think it was quite a good day.. Onyx won for the Men's Hockey Shots team with 86 points. that's like really a lot.. second place went to Zircon, followed by Sapphire and Garnet at the last position..

overall champions for Cheerleading was Garnet.. i thought they really did a great job at it.. realy enjoyed watching the cheerleaders from every house do their stuff.. in my opinion, Onyx was really rubbish, but hey, it's my OWN OPINION... Zircon did okay, Sapphire was pretty good i guess..

wanted to join cheer this year for Sapphire but turns out, im allocated in Zircon this year.. might be wearing Zircon's house t-shirt but i cheered for every other house except for Zircon... =P

anyways, my arms are really oozing life out of me.. they're still so bloody sore.. so i guess id better stop typing and watch a movie online, probably do homework tonight? or maybe tomorrow nite... hee......

should i watch, Sweeney Todd or Charlie and the Chocolate Family?? need a lil' nit of Johnny Depp in my life...

i am so HAPPY today..

2009-03-05T22:30:00.002+08:00

sum how or other, 2009 turned out to be one of the best birthdae's ive ever ever had...

a whole lot of ppl wished me for the past 3 days.. that's really sumthing.. i had pre and post bdae wishes.. its really really cool...

early in the morning today, darling Mas gave me a bouquet of roses she made all by herself.. it was really sweet of her to go the extra mile for me, im really really touched, n Mas, i noe u noe that... =P

got a couple of hugs from the BOOBIES the moment i entered the school... saw a couple of cute guys (Frankie Frankie Frankie)....

slept the last half and hour of History.. i was partially interested in the video Mr Jake showed, watched all the way until after the part the talked bout the famine and Ireland... i fell asleep.. wasnt the only one though... =P

helped Mdm Watee after PE, 'long with Sri, Mer, Julie, Zara, can't remember who else now.. getting old, very very old..

niwaes, tired meself out.. my arm still sores rite now.. not coming for training tomorrow.. Saturday, there's match at NTU.. looking forward to it i guess, it's gonna be my first match there.. pretty nervous rite now...

during the time i was helping Mdm Watee, the ladies came up to me.. Fiza bluetoothed a vid, specially made as a birthday present from her and darling Audi.. it was really really sweet of them to create that video.. rest assured Audi, i'll do my best for my studies... cheers...

i received my official present from the Boobie Ladies, a black tube dress.. it's really nice of them to get me my first dress.. means a lot, thank u very very much.. one day, i'll wear the dress along for our next outing... promise... =P

i also wanna say loads of thank yous to more frenz, let's see... Towfiq, JC, Eddy, Minnie & Ming from Hong Kong for the lovely wall-to-wall via facebook.. thanks a lot u guys...

tmr's Sports Fiesta... gotta have loads of rest, gonna be under the sun a long long time tmr..

before i log off, just gonna summarize a few stuff that happen in the bus 66 from Bukit Batok to Bedok.. it was crowded, warm, so uncomfortable.. n that toddler who sat beside me, i can't even get sum shut eye with u keep touching my arm and kicking my leg... n ouh, there was some technical faults with the bus.. i dunno how many times we have to stop and enginisized the big vehicle.. we stopped halfway thru the journey and took 65 instead, stopping at Bedok Reservoir. Thank goodness 28 came fast...
Mas, & Zara, no more 66 from now on unless we're taking it early in the morning... double no no from 5 o' clock onwards...

ok, logging of..
cheersxx

happy bdae Nad

2009-03-04T20:23:00.002+08:00

i'm happy, really happy... people for once remember my birthday.. Zara & Sri were like telling everyone about it for the past few days.. it's pretty much sumthing...

went in the school compound and i got hugs from frenz... even Ckg Ila wished me.. i was practically smiling the whole day... perhaps until when hockey starts... =P

the best part? Saiful wished me...

Coach is really pushing all of us to the extreme.. he's really strict, but he's really nice.. thing is, i dunno how to endure all this.. i'm tired, my ankle hurts like hell, i can no longer run properly.. how the hell am i suppose to go thru all this alone.??

but slowly, to the end of training, coach began to relax.. i thought that was cool.. i wasn't smiling the moment training start. but i started smiling when it was near the end.. bullshit nad, bullshit...

to sum things up, i'm happy.. though i still remember that Brian left 5 years ago, on the same day.. the day i turned 14...

Happy 18th Birthday Nad...

locker

2009-03-03T12:37:00.003+08:00

the locker vendor came down to the school today... i paid for an extra 1 year renewal of $25.. actually, i wanted to renew for 2 years but the vendor recommended only for a year - & i dunno why.. lalalaxxx

anyways, i asked the vendor if i can change my locker itself, cuz it being low and all.. so i asked for a higher one.. i wanted to change from 709 to 707 which was just 2 lockers further up from mine.. but it turns out the locker had already been signed up upon last year.. so, tough luck..

the vendor gave me the highest - 676..

wonder why stuff must have the number 7 when it comes to me???

2009-03-01T00:51:00.002+08:00

They say, "Better is an open rebuke than a hidden love.."

perhaps, there's truth in this very words... am i afraid of being rejected? or am i just afraid that things won't work out the way i want it to be??...

wad is the definition of love anyways?

to love? or to be loved?

thinkin deep bout it, i think love requires a form of sacrifice.. it doesnt matter if he doesnt noe my feelings for him.. i think the great big deal is to see him happy, happy even if it means letting him be with another girl.. that's all that really matters i guess.. as long as he's happy, i'm happy...

every second i grow older, every second my feelings for u grow even stronger...

elation

2009-02-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

ya Allah, am i so happy today.. morning was so cool.. Frankie number 2 smiled a wonderful smile... haha

n then, training was really stressing cuz coachie is really tekan-ing all of us since tournament's coming practically by the end of March..

after training, Fatin asked me to play soccer with her, so i did, passing balls, chipping it up bla bla bla... we were both kinda like having fun, i mean, it's been a long time since i last touched a soccer ball.. it was really really cool.. but the best part was when we stopped a couple of times to see the rugby jocks do their stuff.. it was really raelly cool, i get to see my Frankie in action close up n she get to see hers...

the hockey girls ended up watching the rugby boys doin their training as part of our rest.. it was so so fun, watching all of them doing wadeva it was they were suppose to be doing.. Edward was so good, i blurted out saying that he's gonna be the Star Player of the Year... ahahxx

i met Sri and Frankie at the bus stop in front of the library tonite.. e 3 of us took 8 home, he sat directly IN FRONT of me.. u was trying to keep my cool.. n not panic...

Frankie n i alighted at the same stop, he was standing a feet away from me, and as we were crossing the road, from where he was he ended up on very right n asked where exactly i lived. so we were just doing a small conversation but my heart was already pumping like mad... ouh, n he said BYE just when we were by the lift to his place... awww

i was so happy, i am still... i really am very very very happy... im still smiling now, it's an experience i'll keep for life.. i mean, this is the first time we're talking to one another LIVE!!!

tiredness

2009-02-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

its past midnight n im still not asleep... the coffee i just drank is keeping me awake..

oh dear gawd.. i've hockey training tmr n no sleep is a double no no...

not good, not good at all..

it's all thanks to the 09A4 class blog, i spent the whole nite doing it, alongside the rest of my homework... n ive still yet to finish every single one of them..

Math, half way done
Sastera, half way done
Management, half way done

not good, not good... naughty nadia must get 3 H2 passes this year, no matter wad.. if the rest can do it, so can she...

btw, A4 class blog is finished

09-A4.blogspot.com

live life

2009-02-22T21:17:00.002+08:00

all right, im out of stuff to say, not in the mood too..

formed up a whole string of an irish name, ouh blimey...

Éireann Cailín Ó Broin-Coileáin -> Erina Cailin Byrne-Collins

so it seems that my full name including my irish ones would be

Nadia Éireann Cailín Ó Broin-Coileáin Abdul Rahman

Nadia Erina Cailin Byrne-Collins Abdul Rahman

there u go, wad a bloody long name...

wad it means,

Nadia -> breath of life

Éireann -> Ireland

Cailín -> girl

Ó Broin -> Raven - a metaphor of the meaning wise

Ó Coileáin -> young warrior

not sure wad my dad's name means though, i noe it has a nice meaning however, Abdul Rahman...

so, it turns out, my full name means (in better form of English):

Ireland's wise young warrior girl...

bla bla bla..

ps ps..
don like me say don like me..

ahahahahahaxxxxx

2009-02-18T10:57:00.002+08:00

yessa.. no training today.. mdm watee just texted me.. yessa!!!

muahahahahahahxxx

rite now, we're at the O hub, ahaxx, typical.. as of now, we've got 3 clubhouses for the Warriors..

1st - ClubHouse @ the library

2nd - ClubHouse @ the O Hub

3rd - Clubhouse @ the Canteen...

ahahahahahahahahahahhahaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

so, now.. we're at ClubHouse @ O Hub... karaoke class just started...

we did The Man Who Can't Be Moved by The Script
now, it's Addicted by Simple Plan...

i saw Frankie, just as i was getting out of the Centre Stage.. talk about perfect timing.. hee hee

lalalalxxx...

ouh, i didnt say anything bout making new frenz did i??

i made a pair of twins a pair of frenz..=P
one's Zul n the younger one is Khai..

hanging out with them is really cool, but i think i mix more with Khai.. lol

k im tired of typing..

THINK

2009-02-16T11:43:00.002+08:00

...THINK...

that's wad i just learnt from the Critical Thinking class..

k, bye...

wait, i forgot, Khuzaifah was searchin for me just now.. so i met him at the second floor lockers.. i turned to my right, guess who's class i saw... heee hee....

i just adore Frankie, don u??

hockey

2009-02-14T15:37:00.000+08:00

ok, so yesters i didnt have the time to update the for the day.. so here i am... i loaned a few VCDs from school... 3 Star Wars, 1 Leonardo DiCaprio's flick and an audio - a Disney speciall.. so ive still yet to find the time to enjoy these goodies...

niwaes, yesterday i stayed back to watch a rugby game played by the Millennian Rugby jocks against those from Jurong.. it was nice but i still dunno who won... i think the MI boys did a great job..?? i dunno....

there's a hockey match against NJC this morning. tiring, yes. but yesters was worse.. we lost 2-0, scored during 2nd half.. i wasn't on the pitch when NJC scored..

i played 1st half for 10 minutes, n the last 5 min Shiddles took my place.. when the 2nd half started, Shiddles did the first 7 min while i finished up the last 7... it was during my break that NJC scored... i think Shidah needs to do more marking.. she was quite fast on her feet..

there's this NJC dude, he played against us with a pink Mazon. bright pink... i heard the other coach calling him Eric. the rest think that he is very annoying but i think i welcome the competition. when i was marking him, i felt very very up to the challenge to stop him from scoring.. i enjoy defending very very much...

let's see.. my left foot hurts, my left thigh hurt even worse, i got socked by an opponent's stick on my right arm - she asked if i was ok, very nice of her... by the end of the game, me n Eric were marking one another. when the whistle was blown, he tapped my on the right shoulder, "Great Game, Sorry.."

how sweet...

the rest think that he's not nice, but i thnk he's ok...

hey, different ppl see things differently.

besides, Eric pushed them, he didnt hurt me one bit..

lmao...

i had a fun filled day filled with Frankie yesters.. cant wait to see him on Monday..

ouh damn, Monday school starts at 8...

SHIT

Avatar...

2009-02-12T09:23:00.002+08:00

im at the library on my lappy... there's MI wireless here so it's pretty cool...

watching an episode of Avatar, the one i missed last nite due to training..

training ended late yesters so i reached home at 8.. had dinner n then i went to sleep cuz i was so pooped out.. so sleep was the best cure for dear old me...

had a nice training i guess.. i dunno, it was mabok for me but i thnk it was ok... i think the best part was when i could see Frankie with his own training.. so i think i had loads of fun...

yesters, when Coach called for me, i was yawning so sumhow i gave a face after being interrupted in my yawns... ouh dear, i just hope Coach don think of me bad.. u noe, i gave a face n all...

i was waiting outside the library just now, waiting for Julie and the rest, i waited to see Frankie n his frenz to walk past.. nice one... i just adore him..

though i dunno if we'll ever be together.. i really really like him, i really really do...

ok, so i think i should stop blogging now n continue my avatar music.. maybe nex i'd watch power rangers...

ahahahaxxx

2009-02-11T12:21:00.002+08:00

ok life is jinkees....

ahahahxx...

at the o hub again.. can't believe it, but ashraf switched on his songs.. rite now, we're singing Lemon Tree... ahahxx, just now we sang Zombies..

ashraf just said We Love Retainees.. busted...

ahahaxxx wad a character...

omg im laughing like shit... ahahahahxxxx

ok stop.. n all that i can see was just a yellow lemon tree... omg, im singing im singing....

ahahxx minus the sarcasm please...

omg, im just typing wad we're all saying rite now..

wrong song wrong song...

ive yet to see Frankie but never mind, he's gonna be at the field later...

rite now we're singing Hero by Mariah Carey..

omg we're all so so crazy...

o hub

2009-02-10T11:49:00.004+08:00

okies.... im in O hub rite now.. Saiful's the nex person to noe who's Frankie... ahahxx... Zara told Saiful that he's 7th in line for me after Frankie who holds seats number 1 to 6.. ahahaxxxx

so
rite now, the O Hub is very very full... almost all of us are here.. foolin around, blogging.. too bad i cant get into Facebook... i wanna do sum updating there...

still thinking of Frankie, still still thinking of Frankie...

ouh, n Saiful sang the MI dance song - the Marc Anthony song, cant remember wad its called now..

ok, later...

school

2009-02-09T18:31:00.003+08:00

okie... went for accounts today.. pretty nice i guess.. should i decide for it??

still deciding where i should apply for a part time job.. so that i can save up for my bike as well as university life..

didnt see Frankie at all today..

Self Study talk by Adam Khoo Learning Technology trainer, Md Amin was really really an eye opener.. loved every single part of it.. very very motivational, make me wanna study even more..

wad else???

last day orientation

2009-02-08T21:03:00.002+08:00

i think i enjoyed the last day of orientation because of the Mystery Game.. it was nice i guess, pretty scary i think... laughed a lot.. bla bla bla..

ouh n when i called out to Sean as he was leaving, Frankie turned.. then when i called Sean again n send him a flying kiss, the kiss landed on Frankie as he turned to face me one more time.. talk about good timing.. i love that Friday... =P

just told my dad bout me thinking of getting a part time job on sat nites.. so that i can save up for my biking license as well as getting myself a bike... still thinking wad type of bike to get, but i was thinking of getting a Vintage Classic.. pretty cool.. slow and steady...

jsut had dinner, pretty full rite now.. too full, cant sleep so im on the comp..

wad else should i say???

well, forget it then..

till the nex post..

Sifu Hotman

2009-02-05T20:47:00.002+08:00

i am so so so so so so so ANGRY!! with: my brother, the President of Students' You-Know-What Council, my brother again, ouh and did i mention the Students' Council??

omg man, there's just no pleasing sum people.. imagine e first day of orientation, the mood was so down and low, so dull and quiet, butt pained from sitting cross-legged too long in the hall.. then the only way to create live was to have seniors racking up a mood for everyone.. isnt that supposed to be the way?? i mean, seriously, if the orientation leaders cant make a happy lively first day for newcomers why cant the Warriors do a better job out of it?? besides, it was the OGLs who wanted everyone to mingle around bla bla bla...

so from the first day on, i thnk newcomers were able to mix around n i gotta say, i think they ARE enjoying themselves, specially that they have crazy noisy ppl around - the Warriors i mean...

why are we called the Warriors?? Mr Azman, the best VP ive ever known, wanted to know how to call people like us.. so, to motivate us further, we came up with the Warriors. we noe that we are fighters, even if we're struggling, we have to work even harder to overcome our obstacles and go thru the war, bruised and battered but still going thru to the very end, victorious.

wad actually happened today? lets see... assembly, games, n a bloody "pep talk" by unprofessional "councillors"... i mean, yea rite, wadever they were talking bout doesnt even make sense and were they trying to make us feel better because of our plight, or worse??

we may be retainees, but we're all humans.. we've got feelings, ego, sense of rebellion; all these are normal in an ordinary person, am i not wrong? thing is, i don thnk the OGLs realise wad exactly they're doin to themselves. they're not hurting us, no, not at all.. the stuff they were saying about were just making them feel even worse... i mean, seriously, they think we're creating trouble for them but the thing is, all we ever did was to create a life out of a boring orientation.. that is sumthing good, right? right??

u can call us wadever u want, retainees, repeat students bla bla bla...
we don care.. at all..

honestly,
our egos took a huge tight beating the day we got our results. that was sum hell..
we got thru that, together, the Warriors. we spent 2 weeks together, form closer bonds because we noe wad we're all feeling.. but we got thru that phase, long long ago.. we didnt ask to go for the orientation. we would gladly have just stayed at the library and do our own self study like wad we've always been doing. wad? who says retainees cant study? oh, only those in SC can succeed is it?

personally, i don think they have any right to be calling us retainees or repeat students. we have courage, courage to come back and continue from square one, all over again. it took courage to put our honor one side and go back to school putting on brave faces in front of everyone else in the school.. we could have left but we didnt because we know wad we really want in life, how to succeed better, we've decided on everything, thought things thru during the hols. that is why we're called the Warriors cuz we are not gonna give up even if given the chance to..

ok, so during the 'pep talk' just now, wad was it all about? was it to clear things or to rebutt everything we have to say? i thought those ppl wanted to hear wad we have to say then why were they fighting back even before we finished talking? wad was that all about?? werent they suppose to be listening since they're teachers? then solve the problem after hearing from both parties? tell me if wad im saying is not true cuz i noe it is true..

i did not go for last year's orientation so i dunno how different this year's is from the last. but after 4 years in a leadership course (remember i said i was Overall-In-Charge for my school's NPCC), i noe the hard work of getting a good camp well done.. ive done a lot of orientations, n however difficult it had been i noe my team had gotten all the support from everyone... so, my qn is, if the SC thinks we're making trouble, weren't we actually helping them to get the newcomers be more lively etc?? weren't we actually supprting them? we participated in the games held, mingled around with the newcomers, doin everything the SC needed us to do.. so wad exactly is the problem? why were they bias against us so much? why were they always emphasising on the word repeat and retained? like ive said, we are ok with the terms as long as they are directed in positive ways but the way Mariya said it just now, wow... thanks a lot.. u tell me, who wouldnt get angry if the intention was intended to humiliate all of us, a group, a large group in front of 500 new students??

now if u were there, how would u feel? ok so we noe, the OGLs are clever ppl, never been retained bla bla bla, cuz it seems that if uve been retained u cant be in SC so wow.. big deal... wadever that girl did was seriously uncalled for and deserved to get whacked upside down right and left.. i might get sumthing worse than detention for posting this, but don i get to say wad's on my mind and heart? most importantly, in others who suffer e same plight?

i don use vulgarities that much cuz its pretty low.. but everythings just plain bull...

ouh i left out shit...

so there u go..

BULLSHIT

in school...

2009-02-03T12:30:00.003+08:00

seated at the O hub rite now... pretty nice time actually, cool airconditioned..

just had lunch.. $40 for a 3 week lunch.. yuck...

cant believe i ate the lunch given and worse still, cant believe im full from it...

not nice, uh uh, not at all.. but i cant complain.. it's e type of food u'd get in school...

saw Frankie running.. wow wow wow...

ok ive thought bout the stuff that i wanna tell him here..

not that he's gonna read it cuz he wont..

hey frankie,
i dunno how to put this in words but im trying im trying.. we've known one another, though not that closely, for a year now.. i enjoyed myself very much whenever u were really near. listening to u talk really was comforting cuz i just love ur voice.. remember that evening we all took a train back home together?? i really really wanted to talk to u, but i jsut cant bring myself to.. the others were all happily chatting with u but i could only listen n look everywhere else so that i don look like a girl who's so excited at being near sumone she really really likes... n so, when we were reaching Redhill, i turned to look out from the train to see my favorite Car showroom, i just adore R8.. Mas told me that at the same time u turned to talk to me.. if there any was a day that i really regret, i would regret that day, the day we nearly said a few words to one another.. i guess its sumthing i really would want, to talk to u.. for a year, i cant bring myself to talk to u.. now we're no longer gonna be in the same class, ever... uve moved on n ive not.. now with the new kids comin in, im prety sure a few would fall for u, but not the way i did.. i keep my feelings for ages.. n i would always remember that i always will think of u.. i learnt that there are no such thing as accidents. it was no accident that we lived pretty near to one another, it was no accident that u were the first i saw on the day i appealed for school. it was no accident that u got into a few of my classes - PE, MOB and History... n best still, i noe it was no accident that i fell for sumone like u.. i really really wish, that sumday we can be frenz, maybe from there, we could be more than frenz.. but of course, i won't have high hopes for that, but i will always always be waiting...

lots of luv...

hockey

2009-02-01T09:51:00.002+08:00

played one of my worst yesters... bad time.. i dunno why, the speed was there but 2 goals were scored under my watch.. that's like, not good... 4 defenders, we tried a lot of deal to stop the puny little white ball from goin thru us, n there was no goalie... blast, now i fully realize the full importance of a goalkeper in any game...

but i thought the day was good, though i think we lost?? or was it a draw?? as usual, i don pay attention...

we had lunch at Far East Plaza.. n i had BBQ chicken rice for dinner... yummers...

rite now, im watchin Power Rangers Operation Overdrive online... missed yesterday's. mite watch nex week's in advance, still deciding though...

was forming a short letter for him in my head just now, a letter he would never receive and read... nothin cocky, just thinkin of telling him that im sorry that i never tried to be a fren, sorry that he'd think that im arrogant or wadever shit...

woke up real early today cuz me dad's going to work.. so we had chocolates for breakfast e 3 of us, mam, papa n me... n then i vacuumed n then i took a shower - washed my shin pads.. n then logged on the comp... just finished yesters episode.. posting a blog, n then going to watch nex week's.. decided.. yeps.. till the nex post... =P

Bride Wars

2009-01-29T20:38:00.002+08:00

wonderful wonderful movie...

& Zara,

I Did Not Cry...

ok, well, maybe I did.. but that just proves that the movie is a really good one.. i loved it and i think everyone else did too...

had a nice day in school.. could be considered as fun - if u call ART fun.. all we did was paint stuff that inspires u and guess wad, i painted and Irish flag.. aint that just cool...!!

saw u a whole lot of times today, really was sumthin.. u certainly noe how to make my day... but how, how exactly do i go up to u and start a conversation???

still missing, u.. but i guess im seeing u tmr... hee heexx

biking

2009-01-26T09:48:00.003+08:00

god oh god...

Chinese New Year today.. there's gonna be the Brit's Awards at 1230... probably i should catch it.. i dunno, feeling a lil on the downer side rite now... bla bla bla... been reading Archie Comics to make myself happy.. doesnt help...

What A Girl Really Wants

is....

I dunno... i just cant think straight.. it's so... argh, forget it... nobody reads my stuff here anyways...

It's hurting, real deep.. I noe im not supposed to be thinking like this but I just can't help myself. For the past 1 week, every nite ive been dreamin about you.. Nuthin I did to get you out of my mind works.. I noe, its not wad we both want.. Neither one of us want to go thru life like this.. Everytime I start thinkin of other things, my mind just starts wandering back to u.. All of my frenz have wad they really want.. Zara has got Wan, Mas has Faiz, Sri with that guy i cant remember his name now.. and the rest of the girls... i dunno wad i really want, you or just living life apart...?? crush, obsession, love?? wad does all these words mean? they don make any difference to any one of us.. words are just words... it's ur heart that really counts.. Yours and Mine...

training

2009-01-24T22:37:00.002+08:00

ok.. woke up real early today, took a shower.. bla bla.. did my morning prayers.. bla bla.. finish packin' up my bag.. bla bla.. had a breakfast of chicken polani, bacon and cheese... bla bla bla... left home at 6.45 am, forgetting to take my medicine.. bla bla bla...

received a text message from Bas to be at Delta latest by 8.. was the first to reach the pitch, but Wani was the one who reached the earliest - waited for Bora at Redhill Station..

in the end, Pet, Nora and Bas were the last ones to reach.. at 8.30.. janji mlayu.. ahahxxx

Fatin and I talked a lot today.. really enjoyed doin basics with her, she's a real challenge.. n im improving on my defending skills... =P tak tau malu.. ahahahaxxx

let's see.. there was only 9 of us with 3 ex-Crescentians.. had a friendly match with Crescents B girls... played left back for the first half and then switched to right back for the second half...

wasnt really paying attention to the scores cuz i was busy making sure wad im supposed to be doing... was lost half of the time.. blurness is not genetical however.. heexx

told me mam id be havin lunch with the girls but then i decided to go home.. typical lazy bum.. as usual... my indolency is not genetical either...

didnt watch Power Rangers cuz of training, didnt even watch Hindustan cuz i cant be bothered to watch Aamir and Urmila in Rangeela.. watched it before, pretty funny but my tummy is priority.. starving by the time i reached home..

just came back from dinner at Changi.. had porridge.. not into anything much nowadays.. no wonder the low carbo lvl.. fainting spells come easy these days...

Tom said hi from MySpace.. he's gotten his pilot license before the RA tour.. Dougie became his first McFly passenger.. seems like the guys are getting themselves busy all over again...

btw, Zara texted saying that McFly was on Channel 5, i just got out of the lift of the blk, on the way to the interchange.. dead blast, always missed the opportunities of watchin them on tv..

- Tried Not To Think To Much Of You But I Just Can't Get You Off My Mind -

FAUZUL

2009-01-23T17:23:00.003+08:00

im talkin to Fauzul on MSN now.. omg, how i missed him so... he's lost 6kg in just a month... n he's one of the most adorable ppl ive ever known...

such a nice person..

n i just told him bout Frankie Doodle...

he's trying to make me talk to Frankie, but i just cant, i mean honestly, i don think that dude even bat an eye towards me...

these couple of nites ive been dreaming bout Frankie.. n they were funny and cute dreams..

just came back from Popeye's... had lunch with the rest of the gals.. was nice..

Fauzul is the best medicine for stress... =P

frenz

2009-01-22T20:14:00.000+08:00

- FRIENDS TALK ABOUT YOU WHEN YOUR NOT AROUND -

lalalaxx

2009-01-20T12:37:00.002+08:00

seated at O Hub rite now... discussing bout universtities.. admission.. bla bla bla..

bloody difficult to decide.. stupid subjects.. bla bla bla..

POA or Malay Lit..???

decision decisions...

best part is, everyone agrees.. POA or Malay Lit??

POA seems easy, but im pretty scared if i cant make it..

Malay Lit - its too demanding.. its terrible...

how to get to a uni?? im thinkin of getting History as one of my majors.. if i take malay lit, then possibilities are, i could get double degrees on both history and malay lit...

but if i take poa, then i have to take double degree - business and communications & new media..

meaning; i cant be a teacher...
communications and new media can get me a job with the reel world...

decision decisions....

today

2009-01-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

today we went to NUS - National University of Singapore..

the trip was a major eye opener.. it was so cool.. i really enjoyed my day there so now im deciding, NUS is now at the end of the education route.. the school is waiting at the end of the tunnel..

being interested in the Arts, i'm planning to pass all my H2 subjects.. Management of Business, History & Malay Literature.. get As for everything..

i'm not tryin to not be realistic here cuz i am being realistic.. i noe my own capabilities, and abilities.. i noe that my Malay have never failed me (other than the time i took the bloody June O Level paper AND last year's papers) so with external and internal help i should be able to get a B now and then proceed to getting A by the end of my 3rd year.. i noe that Management is manageable so yea... History - well, i need more help but hey, looking on the bright side of life, i do noe my history...

n then maybe try to do better in GP as well as H1 Math.. blast, Math is a bloody big problem...

so anyways, since we're on the talk of NUS - im thinkin of getting into School of Arts and Social Sciences & then take double degrees on History; still deciding on the other major - sociology, psycology, Malay studies etc... but of course, its difficult being a undergraduate without money so work is gonna be essential then..

so rite now, im concentrating on getting my grades for A level..

that's it then,

adios..

astalavista baby..

see u later, alligator..

wad else??
can't think clear, listening to Backstreet Boys The Call..

them Backstreet are good at making me not able to concentrate.. that's why i love them.. they help me chill..

ok..
'nuff said...

lalala...

I SAID ENOUGH!!!!

k bye..

argh! finally..

back again...

2009-01-18T04:22:00.000+08:00

ok.. so at last, im back here again, after 2 months since i last blogged..

last i stop by, i was at Singapore's Changi Airport Terminal 3, just before boarding, while waiting for the rest to be checked in.. so i found myself an internet connected area, n then i posted the last blog..

actually, i planned to put up videos.. didnt happen cuz it turned out my digi cam couldnt record any sound due to the lack of a mic.. so in the end, i got myself loads of pix which i am too lazy to upload...

just rounding up researches on post pre-university studies... checkin out on overseas universitites as well as those in Singapore..

it's not often i find myself, seated here in front of the comp, laden with books, studyin for the official start of school..
bloody, school kinda crap for the past week.. not easy, but hey.. i'm still here... hangin on to every bit of the string...

life's pretty tough at the moment, but i'm getting there to the end of the road... a few more years n i'll be out of the school in no time with good grades on my 'A' Level Cert..
(i am really really serious).. I WILL PASS MY GCE 'A' LEVEL EXAMINATIONS WITH FLYING COLORS.. no kidding... (if i get thru the 2nd year alive) soon, soon...

can't believe i'm sayin this, but i can't wait for school to start officially for me, with tutorials and lectures to go to.. homeworks to finish up... every mark matters now... havent got any more tears to shed now.. life sucks, big time..

anyways, training was still ongoing during the hols.. though i went for as much as i could, i still find running round the stadium difficult..
but things are getting more serious now... should be playin for defence on the school's hockey team.. if possible, i don wanna play goalie now.. too much pressure.. besides, coach wants me to play defence but Mdm Watee wants me to play goalkeeping.. so yup, a dilemma there..

nex week on, 10 rounds round the stadium.. i have to make it.. not getting lesser than silver for NAPFA this year.. i noe i can make it since im able to get A for every other elements but running 2.4km. so as long as i make a C for running, i'll be getting my hands on GOLD... so eyes on SILVER babe..

im studyin rite now, catchin up on history... its a bother without a real textbook, kinda craps having a thick book u have to do deep research on... compared to history, management is much easier since the textbook for it provides a good insight.. the one for southeast asian history is too lengthy.. i need stuff on the 20th century, not the 18th!!!

international history should be okay, but research still needed to be done to get more elaborations on the points given... looks like i gotta bring Extenza (my laptop) to school everyday... argh, there goes my back... life craps, sacrifices suck, but hey, no sacrifice no happiness.. & to be really happy, id need to work on stuff that will pay big... so, school here i come... again...

omg, Azie's snores real loud... tempts me to join her... haha, no i don snore much.. seriously!! should i go to sleep? or continue with wadeva im doin now??

it's 0442 here in singapore,
and
2042 in Dublin/London...

ps. Dougie said hi from MySpace.. its been 2 months since he last logged in..

pps. is that a coincidence? both he n me last blogged 2 mnths ago?

flight

2008-11-10T10:29:00.001+08:00

all rite.. am at Terminal 3 Changi Airport, A10 waiting for the rest to finish their check-ins.. n in a few minutes time were all gonna be in the flight.. so yea, if ur reading this, miss me all right.. ahahxx

mam, i love u..
papa, i love u too..
so guys.. still missing u, see u ppl soon..

lalalalala

2008-10-28T09:59:00.002+08:00

alright story wad's e folks.?? hee

in school rite now.. still feeling distraught, but as much as it is really difficult to stay happy for the rest, im tryin my best to stay happy for my own sake...

just wanna tell u guys, i love u people...

rite now, im lost as to what to write...

life

2008-10-25T19:35:00.002+08:00

life can really suck big time...
im lost, n i dunno where else to go..

thankx mates for being there for me when i needed full support..
big thnkx to Mas - i'm still here no matter wad..
to Zahrah, Sri, Belle, Feyra - thnkx so much for the words n hugs.. really meant a whole lot to me..
to Amir - ur God talk made that particular one minute a whole lot better...
to Khuzaifah - if ur reading this, u dunno how much last nite meant to me... thnkx chum =P

there a smiley from a long lost me..

ouh,
n finally Power Rangers Operation Overdrive shown on tv..
Mack Hadford is a dum dum who turns out to be a great ranger..

sighz

2008-10-24T21:19:00.002+08:00

feels like i was smacked rite in the face.. it was a matter of wanting to help or not wanting to help at all... it's not easy being the eldest in the family, yea fine there might be comparations between siblings but its tough being a role model, being the responsible one in the family.. n the feeling to be not up to ur parents' expectations really sucks. its gonna change my younger siblings perception once they noe bout this.. being the only one in the WHOLE family to be in a college makes things much more worse...

feels pretty lonely at times, Papa has yet to noe my results, n i don dare tell him now, he's working...

terrified

2008-10-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

terrified...
terrified...
terrified...

results are tomorrow, im so scared.. i don wanna be retained. please God, help me get thru this, help me get promoted. please, i really need that 2 H2s.. i did my best for Management, i went thru a lot of it, i focused a whole lot on it, i have to pass it. PLEASE!!

n my history, i need a few more marks for it to be an E and then....... PLEASE LEMME GET THRU THIS YEAR DEAR GOD!!!!!

qn is

2008-10-15T19:27:00.002+08:00

question is:
Life suck big time...

k, maybe its just an exaggeration.. maybe life doesnt suck that bad, maybe its just plain cool, too cool for others to see how not sucky life actually is..

im so terrified for my promo results...

Hari Raya

2008-10-14T20:06:00.002+08:00

juz cuz its Hari Raya doesnt mean its time to EAT!!! ouh my goodness, ive been stuffing my throat with all sorts of food.. n the toned tummy ive been working on for the past 2 years is going down the road to KFC

lets see, wad have i been doing?? ok, didnt go to school today, didnt go with the rest for yesterday's get together, wad else?? hmm.. OUH yea, i've already bought sum stuff for the HK trip, like luggages, camera..

been making my own chicken sandwich, getting pretty good at it.. my brother just said, the chicken ham & bacon taste like sausage n i was like, eww... never in my whole life have i eaten sausages...

HEROES last episode for season 2 was yesterday, cant help it, my flat hasnt got any cable so im a lil' outdated but i don give a shit bout it cuz i still get to watch my favorite shows no matter wad aint it?? nex week's gonna be the 4th season of Desperate Housewives.. not my type of show.. waiting for Ghost Whisperer to end so that Supernatural season 3 will be aired after that..

so ive been spending my nites at home on the internet, searching for lost vids, vids i havent seen for years etc... n i got to watch Westlife's interview on the Frank Skinner Show which was aired, 2 years after Brian left, they were launching When You Tell Me That You Loved Me featuring Diana Ross for that year's Christmas...

2004 - Allow Us To Be Frank
2005 - Face To Face
2006 - The Love Album
2007 - Back Home
& they've taken a break for 2008...

i am so getting their DVDs for their love concerts..

though i cant find any of McFly's....

the Backstreet Boys were going to buy McFly McFlurry from McDonalds' for Christmas...

lalaxx

2008-10-09T20:05:00.002+08:00

they say:
Love is Blind..
I say:
Whateva..

Love has got no eyes.. geddit??

last paper for the year, promos ended.. hopefully Nicky had a nice bdae.. it's only 13:06 in Dublin, he should be celebrating now..

ive noticed, the whole of promo exam, i had e last 1 hour of sleep for every paper, well, maybe except for Math, i noe ive tried my best for Math, so i guess i deserved that 2 out of 3 hours of sleep =P

lets see, wad else to dish out...

crap, theres gonna be a meeting tmr, on the HK trip.. shit, im too indolent to come down...

208th post

2008-10-08T21:47:00.002+08:00

now now..
its my 208th post.. wow, time sure past by a whole lot faster than i think.. imagine, if i hadnt taken a break from blogger, i could have reached 400 probs...

tmr's the last paper, after a week long break.. literature, i cant bring myself to go thru anything right now, i just cant, still trying though.. maybe i should start on literature in the train tmr..

cant wait to get my results, then id see how i'd fare, studied a whole lot for promos but i aint confident of going thru.. shit

going to Hong Kong is begining to be a lot of trouble...

070908

2008-10-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

2 more days n its Nicky's birthday.. he'd be a nice 30 year ol' man by then.. ahaxx ouh god, i just love the looks of Rocco n Jay..

had a very sleepy day today, went out to the market with me mam from morning all the way to mid afternoon doing stupid stuff...

promos ending pretty soon, been having a week's break, Thursday is gonna be literature n Friday's gonna be a meeting for the Hong Kong trip..

went round checking out luggage bags before dinnner, saw a nice POLO which cost a pretty good price, check in size.. now still deciding if i should buy it, gonna confirm with the teachers in charge again cuz we still dunno wad type of flight we're taking...

n so, once again now, im at home in the middle of the nite typing all these things, thinking if i'd ever be seeing HIM again when the last time i saw HIM was just a few days ago.. seriously, HE distracted me a whole lot during the History paper...

041008

2008-10-06T22:59:00.003+08:00

on the 4th of October, we went out for Raya, me dad wasnt there so it was me mam, me bro, me sis, me aunts n me cuzzins, n not forgetting Your's Truly...

there's more... view friendster.. hehe

everything's new..

2008-10-06T22:18:00.004+08:00

well, everything's new.. pretty nice, n its a brand new day today...

had a lot of fun, it's the 6th, Mas's bdae.. she had a splendid surprise, didnt u Mas? loads of laughter for the day... we went to Changi Airport Terminal 3, n had Popeye's for lunch.. that was nice too, left me full the whole day.. n i still feel it now.. hee

Chocolate Fudge

then we met Amit in the train, very cute boy...
later on, we went to Bugis Village, looking for watches n dresses, saw a couple i liked but not too sure if i could fit in them, too big an asset i'd say.. hahaxx

bought myself a pair of earrings, purple.. now ive got green, green, yellow, black n purple.. yay!!

uploading more photos pretty soon...

Yoyo

2008-06-08T20:36:00.003+08:00

Dig the outfits...

I just love this song, love the choreography..

The Osmond Brothers - YoYo

I THINK IM IN LOVE

2008-05-11T00:55:00.000+08:00

I THINK IM IN LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Erina Peverell Collins Byrne Gryiffindor

2008-03-28T20:03:00.000+08:00

How exactly will one feel when he found out that the person he has got a crush on has got a crush on your best friend? I bet it has got to hurt a lot. Well, I think it might have happened to me, though I am not that sure myself, but I know what I felt.

Madison and I have been the best of friends for 4 years now. We understand one another very well and know exactly what the other feels. We have been in the same class for those 4 years we became friends and are almost like sisters to one another. After high school, we had actually decided to enter the same college but the results we got for the GCSEs was not really that good for the college we wanted to go to. Madison was able to enter into a certain college, the same college I was able to enter just as well but I did not know that I could. Hence, when I found out that I could, I had already missed 2 weeks of orientation for the school.

Madison made a lot of friends; she finds it easy to make friends. This differs from my case because I am very shy and finds it difficult to make friends. I spent the last 2 weeks of the whole 1 month orientation period alone, with only 1 friend made. God willing, Madison and I got into the same class for another year. However, in the new class, she had with her those friends she made in her orientation group, Keith and Adrian.

I was told the first impression the guys had of Madison when she came in was that she had military background because she had on our old school skirt which was green. It was very obvious that she was not from the army because she is very delicate. Keith is very shy, just like me and found it hard to talk to me so he asked Madison questions about me instead. All he wanted to know about me was if I had military background, which was a yes. Adrian is fun to talk to because he could easily get others to talk to him. We were all having a talk when he mentioned about their first impression of Madison. Adrian also let slip that girls who has got military background turns Keith on. I began to wonder, was Adrian talking about the first impression encounter or was he talking about me? Truthfully, I found myself liking Keith even though we hardly talk to one another. That is to say, I found myself having a crush on Keith. I went back home that day thinking about what I had just learnt.

That night, I had a nightmare. I woke up in the morning feeling very tired and Madison’s name on my lips. I knew from there that I had indeed dreamt of her as well as Adrian and Keith. In the train on the way to school, I could not bring myself to talk to Madison as per normal. I was scared; I did not want to have bad thoughts of Madison. She knew of my feelings for Keith. It did not seem that she heard what Adrian said the day before. I gave Madison a short smile when she asked if anything was wrong and shook my head no to her question.
We were on the way home when I decided to be truthful the reason why I was very quiet. I told her about the dream, which I do not really have a memory of. I told her that I knew the nightmare has got something to do with the 3 of them. Madison actually had been going out with this guy I knew, Franz. She told me that she found Keith to be quite disturbing. I went home feeling a little guilty because I was trying not to harbour bad feelings for Madison, at the same time, I felt a little bit better.

What I felt that day after the discussion was bad. It feels as though a knife had been sliced through my heart. I knew all along that Madison do not have anything for Keith because she enjoys being with Franz. I felt really bad because I nearly harbour bad feelings for her. But I knew, deep down, what I felt was not about her, it was about Keith. How much it hurts to know that maybe the guy I had a crush on has a crush on my best friend, it is quite an unexplainable pain.

Excerpt from THE LIFE AND PAIN OF ERINA PEVERELL COLLINS BYRNE GRYFFINDOR

200th

2008-03-25T20:12:00.002+08:00

200th post.. wonderful..

k,
i enjoy being in 08A5.. the ppl here, they're just wonderful though i can't deny they're not exactly that quiet.. but, they noe when to shut up actually...

during a History class, i was asked wad i like/don like bout classes n teachers.. so i said, i don enjoy noisy classes cuz they give me migraines.. n i love naggy teachers cuz they keep me awake. obviously, the class laughed to this, but there was another reason to this. naggy teachers actually help in wasting time.. aint that just cool...

Millennia is a beautiful school. its a bore wakin up early but by the end of the day, i enjoy my life in the school, indefinitely..

missed u ppl but i just adore my new classmates..

im no longer that crazy idiot who laughed like a hyena... but there are times, the virus hit me back.. too bad, its time for a new environment to enjoy my laughter.. hahaxx

ive yet to try the canteen food.. so far ive been eating fish burger, today was the second time i had that for break.. n its already been almost a month in the school...

there are cool guys in class, one is this dude called Amir.. a self-declared virgin, not that the class needed any such info.. that was the first day of class..

his mate, i cant spell his name, he's a cute lad..

n the other guys, they're just so cool...

happy easter

2008-03-22T15:22:00.002+08:00

well, happy easter...

its a one day holiday which drags into the weekends...

ouh, n school starts late on Monday..

all the happier for me..

watchin HaRRy PoTTer online.. havent watch it so i guess its finally time to watch..

ouh, n at the same time, im listening to Charlie Matt n James.. they were so cool together...

James was in Son of Dork last i heard of him..

Charlie's quite big in FightStar..

n Matt's doin solo.. his on a break now.. so yea...

i missed Busted...

n Blink 182..

n i havent been in touch with McFly ever since they went to Australia for recording..

Westlife's on tour at the moment..

next post ill put down the dates n where..

bloody shit..

2008-03-20T21:54:00.001+08:00

bloody shit

i wrote bout 2 frenz last year...
Aidan n Leonard...

Aidan passed away..

change skin

2008-03-14T21:23:00.001+08:00

thinking of changin skin... but i love this one, Dougie McFly certainly look hot on MY blog aint it... ahaxx

should i change it to Westlife???

wad do U think??

dead beat

2008-03-02T13:03:00.003+08:00

visit my YouTube channel for vids of TPNP n some others.. be a friend, subsribed etc..

http://ie.youtube.com/user/GreenEyedMonsterNad

tango

2008-02-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

260208
To Tango
Campcraft Competition Team

Firstly, I wanna thank the boys for doing quite a great job for their competition on the 23rd. There’d been improvement that should be applauded, though your flag was not up on time, at least it was flying high by the time you were made to assemble.

Girls, it would be your turn this coming Saturday the 1st. After all the trainings given, I would really like you people to buck up and pull up your socks. There is not much time left, you REALLY need to have your flagstuff in at most 7 minutes. Time is very precious, you can’t afford to waste any. Shelter needs the most time so you will have to help out somehow should shelter suffer any mishaps. Captain, make sure your gadget is upright and stable, get ready all the things you would have to tell the judge about your masterpiece. Flagstuff, you learnt how to tighten the round lashes, make use of what you had learnt. It is very useful. Pegging should be done with proper care, any mistakes, you would not be able to erect the whole structure up. And always make sure your manharness should face the opposite direction of your 12 o’clock.

Time spent for each category:

Flagstuff
Round lashes, clove hitches, manharness, pegging – 8 minutes max
Shelter – 10 minutes
Gadget – 6 minutes max

As soon as gadget is done, captain would be able to help with the flagstuff. Once everything had been erected, everyone would be able to help out with the shelter (just in case). Therefore, it is very important to rush for time, as well as to make sure that your quality is very good – very tight.

Good luck to the girls team, like Damian said, put in your heart and soul into whatever you’re doing. THAT in turn would bring in BERKAT for what you have to do.

Anothing thing that I would like to touch on, is how disunited you Tango are. Being in a squad is like having your family around. Members of your squad are people you spent quite a lot of time with, be it once a week or 3 times a week. You go for camps with these people, these are the people you have to keep facing maybe for the rest of your life. I believe, when your from 1 squad, team work is very important. There might be quarrels and arguments but life still has got to go on ain’t it? All these, it’s part of life, life would not be fun without one another, fights, laughter and so on.

Romeo at first was not that united but we came through it. Name callings, teases, arguments, hell, even best of friends fight some times. The most memorable part of being in Romeo was I felt wanted, felt loved, felt that my being there is appreciated. 4 years of service really opened my eyes that the people around me are not bad at all. Eveyrone are themselves and being treated as one of them really made me feel glad that I am one of Romeo. That meant a lot to me.

Tango, maybe there might be a point of time in your life where you regret what you did to your friends. They might have felt hurt by your words and actions and feels alone. They might have been a guy with a whole lot of shitty attitude but if he really do want to change for the sake of everyone else, then maybe you should be with him, stand by him to give a hand should he fall and stumbles to get back on feet. You might not have treated him as a friend but in a squad you should know by now, one for all all for one. One falls, everybody falls. In your mind, maybe you think that he or she do not deserve to be a friend but as a human being, have gratitute. He or she might have helped you in the past and maybe you could pay back as a FRIEND. If he wants to change, help him. After all, that’s what friends are for right? Be there for one another. I would certainly not be here if Damian, Danial, Caspia, Sufia, Raynor, Jasper, Zarifah and all the rest had given up on me.

Lots of love
Nadia

unfair

2008-02-19T07:39:00.002+08:00

it's just not fair..

i did my best, i got good grades, maybe except for math n science but i passed all the rest aint it?? i got a wonderful 11.. n Ngee Ann poly offered 3 courses which don require math... so why, was, my, application, unsuccessful?? its just not fair!!

i did wad i was able to do.. i did my very best..

so tell me, wad'd i do? i need explanations.. i cant go to an ITE cuz i NEED the diploma, i cant afford to waste time - 2 years at an ITE college.. doesnt matter if poly courses take 3 years, its better than 5...

sometimes i feel like the world is against me

Happy Valentines Day

2008-02-14T13:52:00.001+08:00

happy valentine's day everyone...

A Lonely Valentine

2008-02-13T20:23:00.002+08:00

so it seems..

it's already the 13th in the beautiful month of February..

bless the lovers in the world, tomorrow's valentine's day..

yea, i noe.. nobody in their right mind would wanna spend a nice valentine's day with me..

no matter, i'm cool alone.. always been this way, for years now... don give no damn no more...

wad's valentine's day bout anyways?? it's just another day.. people get older anyways, i get a day older myself.. doesnt really matter aint it...

Dougie's having a nice time in Sydney, Australia with the other lads.. skydiving, surfing... aint life a joy for them...

man, it's so bloody boring....

no work, no life...
coffee every day..
no,
every morning
every afternoon
every evening
every nite...
right up till midnite....

i'm addicted
all
over
again

bless the young blood

cheersxx

hell im bored

2008-02-10T14:33:00.000+08:00

ok, so i'm back on blogger.. been a long time, cant deny it.. to say that i'd been busy, that's like exaggerating..

stopped working at Pizza Hut Concourse, took a lot of my time, there'd been times when i wished there were more than 24 hours a day when i was still working..

went for a job interview with Raynor 2 weeks ago n the lady from Golden Village promised to call after the Chinese New Year but it's Monday tomorrow n she'd still yet to call...

really need that job, i'm getting so bored at home, sleeping all the time.. well, cant fault me none, i really need the sleep....

n im getting addicted to coffee, again.. n i think this time it's worse... drank 3 cups last night and another one 15 minutes ago...

i aint gonna talk bout school..

n it's so unfair McFly are having fun in Sydney.. im so bloody bored....

that's wad u get if ur a worthless 16 on the way to 17 i guess...
bored to death...
more exaggerations..

i hope i get that Mass Comm course...

should i go to sleep now??

wad e hell

2007-12-30T13:01:00.000+08:00

it's been a bloody long time since i last posted on blog..

& i mean it, bloody..........

man, i've been so busy with work, i hardly had time for the computer...

& i was told that i'd be in Dublin for the hols..

& it's 2 days to New Year & im still in singapore..

& ive start working...

how nice...

ok
i gotta go...

2007-11-17T19:36:00.000+08:00

lemmie try if i could post photos here...
i don seem to be able to...

blaba

2007-11-01T20:18:00.000+08:00

i dunno why im writing this.. i mean, nobody's gonna read my posts anyway so.. argh, i dunno...

i'm feeling things are changing with me.. it's like i don allow myself to get close to anybody anymore.. i feel very uncomfortable with everyone.. maybe someting that happened a long time ago, it's taking its effects on me.. i don think im able to trust anyone anymore.. i feel.. so.. different...

even my close mates, i don feel close to them anymore..

why???

guitar

2007-10-26T22:21:00.000+08:00

i got a guitar!!!!!!!!!!

pics

2007-10-21T20:31:00.001+08:00

vid

2007-10-21T01:42:00.000+08:00

Irsyad

u kept asking for this..

i finally am able to upload this

so, just for you...

& we're all gonna sit for our GCE's like rael soon.. in a couple of days time..

i just wanna say, all the best..

i'll be praying for all of us, day & nite that we'll all pass this hurdle with flying colours...

i'm working hard for my distictions..

happy hols

2007-10-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Eid Mubarak to all Muslims in the world...

all my mistakes hoped to be forgiven, i noe i've been shit the last year, ive teased a whole lot of u ppl..

any wrongdoings, wrong things ive said, my sarcasm..
to all those who took them to heart, u shud noe hu i am,
forgive me k...

happy holidays

just don forget the November '07 GCE 'O' is coming..
study will u...

Join the group

2007-10-08T11:48:00.001+08:00

anger

2007-10-01T17:09:00.000+08:00

e best way to comfort someone sad is

to give a one tight slap across the face

that will help wake that person up, he/she'll demand why u slap them, u'll be able to talk to them once they're 'awoken'

for someone who's angry

the best comfort is to hug that person

he'll slowly chill

he'll be glad that there's someone who'd still come close even though he's a tyrant then

he'll feel comforted and he won't feel angry no more

trust me

i noe these things

& my teories are forever right

=P

180th

2007-09-27T19:51:00.000+08:00

wow.. time sure pasts by real fast..

it's my 180th post already...

wanna say thanks to Salihin for giving me the most nightmarish nitemares ever.. they had been a laugh, but u can't deny that i'm not AFRAID of u, cuz i really am whenever u get into ur antics mood...

lalala

i dunno wad to say...

so much for the "specialty" of the 180th post..

anyways, i'm creating an MSN group... once it's nicely done, i'll put up the url on my blog..

that's all for now..

adios

halp

2007-09-26T10:24:00.000+08:00

it felt really nice to be able to talk to someone who understands me a whole lot.. i mean, i don talk that much, i'm way too shy to do that...

to have Mastura there, it's been great.. she's such a comfort.. she knows how i feels, what im feeling.. she noes a whole lot of things...

so thanks mate
for everything...

hapless

2007-09-25T20:16:00.000+08:00

Grad Nite's comine real soon, after the GCE O Level.. i'd like to go, but at the same time I don feel like going..

It was nice to hear somebody say that he'd like to bring me as his date for the Grad Nite, but all my life, everything has just been a joke. nuthin more than that..

people don't seem to take me for real, don see me as someone serious. Maybe because i'm such a big joke. some ppl take me for granted, even if they don realize it.. Nad this, Nad that..

but i'm cool with it, i took it all in my stride.. i don get angry at this kind of things, probably that's why i always get taken advantage of..

there's noone i can talk to, i'm lonely
as much as i don like it,
i have to live with it..
life still have to go on
even if im very lonely...

online

2007-09-23T21:56:00.000+08:00

been days since i last came online.. i missed the comp so much...

been painting the whole house... wonderful.. it's a wonderful shade of green and it has a nice smell to it, paint-like.. yumm...

my tummy's like real bloated right now..

they say, by fasting, u'll be able to slim down a little.. what crap, i think i'm going fatter...

2007-09-21T08:06:00.000+08:00

lalalala.........

la

2007-09-17T20:02:00.000+08:00

I Don't Dance

Chad & Ryan

High School Musical 2

Nick Kids Choice Award advert

McFly

time

2007-09-15T22:44:00.001+08:00

tryin to find time for blogging..

i'm outta things to write..

right now, i'm a little bit busy on a project.. sumthing that might get uploaded into one of my MSN groups...

so, yea!!

No skool

2007-09-13T11:39:00.000+08:00

NO SCHOOL!!!!!!!

Pure Biology today..
Don take Pure Bio..

YAY!!!!!

tomorrow another paper...
all the best folks..

Pisces

2007-09-12T19:56:00.001+08:00

Pisces - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring.
Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your partner has ever met.
You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with.

Your negative traits:

You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood.
It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should.
You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest.

Your ideal partner:

Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams
Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side
Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways

Your dating style:

Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners.

Your seduction style:

Fearless - you try what your partner suggests, no matter how unusual.
Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary.
Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head.

Tips for the future:

Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen.
Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love.
Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one..

Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green

Best day for a date: Friday

What's Your Love Profile?

poopp

2007-09-12T19:37:00.000+08:00

had my Geography paper today.. loved question 5: Development.. could write an essay on it.. haha..

Math was crap.. goodness, the paper was ever so difficult..

& now, i'm seated in front of the comp writing bout my day..

I HAVE NO LIFE!!!

la

2007-09-11T19:32:00.000+08:00

I'd walk halfway around the world
for juz one kiss from you
far beyond the call of love
the sun, the stars, the moon...

wow
it's my 170th post.. not bad..

had my science practical.. kinda cool.. but in the end i got 2 cations instead of 1 cation & 1 anion..
lolxx

k enough bout that now..

u lot...

2007-09-10T09:29:00.000+08:00

thank u so much to my dearest Art teacher.. thank u for not telling me there's Art today when all the others noe bout it.. so to cut it short, carry on dreaming bout me coming.. & btw, it's prelims tmr..

been up with sore eyes.. hurts like mad... my right eye, every single effing nite i've to stay awake, not able to drift off to sleep.. blast

how nice ain't it?? waited for the bus for 10 minutes, journey took 15 minutes juz to get a phone call sayin there's no school today, only for those who take A Math.. walked back home infuriated.. bless, my anger helped me reach home in only 10 minutes... crap it.. half an hour record.. to & fro from school..... argghh...!!

k right now, i'm at home.. online.. & there's noone to talk to.. i was tryna see if any of my pen pals are up yet, it's 02:34 London time & 09:34 Singapore time.. & it's raining here.. brill

i dunno wad else i wanna say......................................

hey all

2007-09-06T20:10:00.001+08:00

crap it.. twice i've to post this..

tummy's pain, need to fart real bad.. but it's hard.. the whole family's here & i can't leave the comp..

McFly's coming out with a new concert DVD.. i'm ever so jealous of those leaving in UK.. they get all them nice things.. it's rare to get McFly merchandise here.. please God, d0 let the McFly lads come here to Singapore.. & who noes, Dougie might fall in love with me..

me & my dreams..
day dreaming..
crap it..
like a hot guy like Doug ever fall in love with sumone like me..
carry on dreaming, Nad...!!

everything is in pain..

swit

2007-09-05T19:38:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

Always try to help a friend in need
Believe in yourself
Be brave...but it's ok to be afraid sometimes
Study hard

Give lots of kisses
Laugh often

Don't be overly concerned with your weight, it's just a number
Always try to see the glass half full
Meet new people, even if they look different to you
Remain calm, even when it seems hopeless
Take lots of naps..
Be weird whenever you have the chance

Love your friends, no matter who they are
Don't waste food
RELAX
Take an occasional risk
Try to have a little fun each day. ...it's important

Work together as a team

Share a joke with friends
Fall in love with someone..

...and say "I love you" often

Express yourself creatively
Be conscious of your appearance

Always be up for surprises
Love someone with all of your heart

Share with friends
Watch your step
It will get better

There is always someone who loves you more than you know

Exercise to keep fit
Live up to your name
Seize the Moment

Hold on to good friends; they are few and far between
Indulge in the things you truly love
Cherish every Sunday
At the end of the day... PRAY
....... and close your eyes
And smile at least once a day!

just for u people..
my very first vid of u guys..
with my new handphone..
hahaxx

hey babez

2007-09-04T18:50:00.001+08:00

hey, wad's up wad's up..

k i've loads to post..

firstly, i've uploaded 3 vids last nite & all u have to do is to got to YouTube, click on Channels.. then, type GreenEyedMonsterNad.. u'll see all the vids i've uploaded.. choose wadever u wanna watch..

i'll always forgive but i'll never forget wad i had to went thru.. all those pains, like hell u were suffering.. i don believe a shit out of that.. so if ur reading this, get this in ur head.. there's no way i'll ever make it up with u, wadever they call it.. i will never forget that face i hated the most..

if u r reading this, i have to lead a very much uncomfortable life thanks to u.. yea, it's true, life moves much to fast for us at time, making it difficult for all to prevent things from happenening.. but if u had used ur brains for the better good, none of this would have happened.. i tried to stop u, but u wouldn't let me to. i'm not trying to blame u, no.. everyone's at fault.. me, u, everyone... we were too naive, life took a hold on all of us.. both of us suffered, that's fair enough..

if ur done making troubles for everyone of us, then, please get out of our lives & stop making things harder than the way it is.. too much complains, too much hurt & pained looks..

these are all meant for different ppl.. can't be bothered to write down names.. figure it out for urselfs.. not happy, come see me.. i'll be more than happy to entertain u..

ps.
those who eat chilli, they're e ones tasting the spicyness..

blahs

2007-09-01T20:09:00.000+08:00

here's one more recommendation for Bollywood mania..

Title: Golmaal Fun Unlimited
Cast: Ajay Devgan, Arshad Warsi, Tushar Kapoor, Sharman Joshi, Paresh Rawal, Rimi Sen
Sypnosis: 4 lads who got into a problem & finding refuge in the house of a blind couple as their grandson..
Note: nice show.. good looking lads with a tone of humour...

nuthin else...

feeling fracked up!!

cooks

2007-08-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

long time no post...

Happy teachers day to teachers all round the world especially if u come across this pitiful blog of mine...

=)

Job well done to Dan & his band for the nice performance.. took a vid on it but Dan, the music was way louder than ur voice...

working on my myspace... still tryna do the background and such..

thanks to all those who've eaten my very own cooking..
i noe it's very nice, hahaxx...
thank u very much

next time, do come to my place & i'll make sure all of u have the best of all my cooking...

sweet charms..

yeay

2007-08-29T19:46:00.000+08:00

made lunch/dinner for my family..
my very own dish & recipe, i've decided to juz call it;

Spaghetti...

ahaxxx

it's wonderfully nice.. i liked it, thank u very much, gonna whip up another dish tmr..

had my 2nd language paper this morning, oh my god, it was juz difficult.. imagine having to form sentences with 3 different words u dunno e meanings too..

i'm seriously gonna flunk it..

argh!!!

ok, i'm tryin to do sum work right now..

later peeps

lalala

2007-08-28T20:04:00.000+08:00

just had my dinner.. break my fast with my mom's curry with rice...

kinda busy right now, trying to think of a jumbo words for tmr's paper...

& my tummy's sick..

adios

haha

2007-08-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

it's funny teaching sum guy how to cook..

never did that before..

hahaxx

had a nice day in school today..

couple of laughs..

can't be bothered to elaborate...

i'm coughing like shit..

k,

logging off..

vid

2007-08-26T21:13:00.000+08:00

159th post..
wow..

posted a video on my mates late last nite, ouh wait, it was early in the morning.. believe it or not, i spent the last of my sat nite party on my comp.. wad a complete geek..

I wanna meet Dougie Poynter of McFly..

he's e best...

& so r the rest of McFly..

& Westlife..

http://ie.youtube.com/watch?v=xHz4q9AtMbw
this would be the url for the video...

cheers

haha

2007-08-26T00:36:00.001+08:00

had a nice day.. & a nice nite..

talkin to Arif rite now.. poor dude, he's nuthin to do so i'm keepin him company..
LOLxx

really Arif, i dunno wad to write bout u.. ur juz too cute to be true.. hahaxx

those who like watchin Bollywood or those who wanna try watchin them,
here's sum recommendations...

Title: Barsaat
Cast: Bobby Deol, Bipasha Basu, Priyanka Chopra
Note: it's for those who needed help understandin the meaning of love, to realize who u really love, e one u met or the one whom u've known ur whole life
precaution: to sentimental fools like me, prepare urself with 2 packets of Kleenex, one certainly wasn't enough for me...

Title: Fight Club
Cast: Riteish Deshmukh, Zayed Khan, Sohail Khan, Dino Morea, Yash Tonk, Suniel Shetty (can'te remember e names of the female leads)
Note: it's all about Friends, how u'd fulfill ur duty as a friend
wonderful fact: those who love to see at guys fighting one another, then this one's definitely for u as it was for me..

i'm still halfway thru Youtube, readin all the bulletins posted on my channel...
& i'm planning on makin a video of my frenz...
how's that??

u lite up my life

2007-08-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

You Light Up My Life - Debbie Boone (1978)

You Light Up My Life - Westlife (2007)

my English teacher is a very good singer.. any bad things bout her & u'll have me to answer to...

this post is specially for Mdm Yasmin..