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♥ sing sing sing ♥
♥ Westlife ♥
♥ McFly ♥

LOURVE

my dream guy

happiness
jovial
skills (very wide to describe)
musical kind of laughter (music to my ears)
can sing real well (especially if he can duet all Westlife songs with me)
always there for me
offers me a wonderful time together with him
always try to make me feel happy
everything he does can melt my heart
easy to take comfort in

haha, i dunno if there is such a person that could have all e properties i'm a searchin in a him
but i think i've found e ONE who fits every single bit of my conditions...
hmmm
yum

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it's a wonderful day today... nice weather, wonderful wind.. it's like as if nuthin' would be wrong.. had to bring a thermometer to school this morning, good thing my bro still has his, i dunno with which fren mine is..

learnt a great deal 'bout Adolf Hitler in History.. my math teacher complimented on my hair that he commented my boyfren would be very glad 'bout my hair.. haha

Chemistry was pure boring, i don understand a thing bout it.. haha but i kinda like doin all e experiments.. English was ok, spent e whole period talkin' to saM.. during Geography, e class got to go back to our old classroom, last year's.. it was nice reminiscin' all e memories & nice things that happened in 2006.. fun

then i had to go for my NPCC training... in the end, there was no training. none of e teachers in charge were in school.. so, we sat down in e cafeteria to finish up e latest camp proposals..

laughed e whole way in e cafeteria.. even acted angry with me PARTNERS, e campfire committee. if i remember clearly, i had to be forced to stop singin, or else eat my own pencil case... haha

had fun all e time i loved this day
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just cut my hair.. short.. juz like how i normally did... wonderful.. thinkmthis latest hairstyle is e nicest hairstyle i've ever had. if i can post a photo of me with my latest hairstyle, i'd do it in no time...

i've been having short hair ever since i was in Nursery.. if i'm not mistaken, e only time i had a super dandy long hair was when i was 8? 'round there.. my memory's failing me, getting old i guess.. haha

anyways, back to e topic of hair.. mama used to say that having long is very troublesome.. one would have to do i dunno wadeva crap to his hair.. i love my hair very, very much.. i feel as if it's my hair that helps shape e person i am..

for example,
before i cut my hair to make it wad it is NOW.. my hair was like 'bout shoulder length.. it was during this period of time, with long hair, that i suddenly felt so much like a girl, u noe, very much like a girl.. u noe wad i mean...?

short hair, it kinda tells people e person i really am.. e COOL dude with no airs at all.. a tomboy who cares for a lot of people... really...

i juz love my hair.. it's beautiful, i'm totally impressed. such a young person is able to cut my hair this way, making it into a fine piece of art..

e title of this blog, is actually a quote by an Irish singer.. he's now retired from his career.. i agree with him bout e quote though.. from wad i infer from e quote (i dunno wad he means when he said it) it tells me that he loved his hair.. when he said that, he had spiky hair juz as well, so i guess its kinda apt for me to use e same quote...
Me Hair is Cat

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wonderful lunch

e day we went for e outing

Me & saM

2 of my mates.. Khai & Damian

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i've realized.. i've changed a whole lot.. i'm not e one i used to be once.. i was always e happy one in everybody's eyes.. i'm no longer that, there r times when sum of my frens saw that i was moody all day, it's super obvious when u've been frens with me for a LONG time, that's wad these people said anyways..

i think i noe e reason, how i changed from a jovial-too-crazy person to a once in a blue moon moody person... it must be beacuse of my hair.. i noe it's difficult to understand wad i'm tryna say here.. let's take it slowly..

i've always had short hair.. everyone knew e tomboy.. everywhere she goes, e first thing others would comment on was her hair, how short it was & when she's gonna bear it long.. she's endured all sorts of torments because of her self, she'd never give a damn bout how she looks like, as long as everyone around her's happy & she felt accepted in her group of companions..

i spiked my hair up 2 years ago.. & then i juz stopped. suddenly i juz wanna be a girl for a change. i wanted to be noticed as someone else & not as a tomboy.. a week ago, when ShaSha invited me to come with her & e others for lunch near Orchard Road, i wore my favorite green shirt & green sneakers along with a pair of dangling green earrings.. e girls were like glad that i'm finally turning into a lady..(sort of) & i remembered clearly, 2 guys, my frens, complimented that i looked pretty.. i was happy for e rest of e outing until it was time for me to go home.. darn

but though people like this lady-like me, i don feel comfortable being this way.. i've never done anything like this before, & it's super awkward to have guys suddenly praising u.. i'd like it to continue but i think, since e major examinatios are coming soon, maybe its time to stop this lady business.. my hair's gonna go UP again..

i noe u mite be readin' this guys.. i'd want u guys to understand e plight i'm in rite now.. u've been trying hard so hard to prevent me from cutting my hair.. i've no choice but to deny u that right.. i need to compose myself before... i'm lost for words...

Nicholas,
i noe u'll be readin this soon enough, thanks a lot for tagging.. i'd want u to noe that no matter how hard u try to make me into a lady, it's gonna take a long time.. it's not easy, but i promised i'd try aint it.. thank u for being there for me all e time..
hi homesick boy,
hi blondie,
hi horse lover..
haha, i missed u guys a whole lot, i'll always love u no matter how far e distance between us...
please remember to torment Nicky for me, carry on jumping in e elevators.. hey country, make sure he rides on Moonlight e next time he visits ur farm.. haha

to ShaSha & e gerls,
sorry but ive made up my mind to snip-snip.. thanks for bein there for me
to Danial & e guys,
thanks for bein e light of my life

love my homies out there

ps: very soon Nicholas, very soon

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All i ever wanted was to be who i wanna be..
All i ever wanted was to be accepted in this cruel society..
All i ever wanted was to be appreciated as who i am seen as
All i ever wanted was to be appreciated for who i am
All in ever wanted was to be loved by those around me
All i ever wanted was to be loved by you

wad have i done to deserve this cruel fate?
have i angered u in any kinda way that made u feel that way towards me?
i see myself as a light that helped those in e dark..
all ive ever did was to help those in need of me, be it to be there for them or to sing for them to cure e pain they felt..
ive always been there whenver u needed me..
i became e light whenever ur in e dark..
i became e soul whenever u lack e music
All i ever wanted was for u to be there for me whenver i needed u

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k, itz been long since i last write...
i've had a splendid week, a little bit of problems here & there but otherwise it's nice..
hmmm, Monday..
i didnt go for my Monday morning run, simply because i was still coughin' like mad so i was told to rest (i told myself to rest rather). had a nice time during art so there, a nice monday morning...
Tuesday..
wad did i do? i cant remember.. o yeah, after in-focus, there was training.. u noe, extra training for Passing Out Parade. in e end, i had to settle a fight, wasnt really a fight, juz maybe an argument & starin incidents, scoldin stuff etc.. between girls, wad'dya expect.. if any of those involved r readin this, juz wanna say, do not, i repeat, do not bother to talk law in this problem.. those who wanna noe please send me an email. thank u...
Wednesday..
Art wasnt really fun but since ive finished wad i was needed to do, i had a peaceful time... had a nice day.. it was Valentine's Day by the way.. received a couple of things.. here i wanna touch on sumthin.. i received sumthin nice from a guy, i dunno who.. but it was an expensive brand of chocolates. i had it with me during chemistry at e lab, sum girls noticed & asked who was it from, so i explained.. but the thing is, there was one person. i wanted him, real bad, to notice e chocolates but he didnt even asked who was it from.. all he did ask was if i wanted to eat e chocolates alone.. Bummer
Thursday...
left school early for e stadium.. sports heats.. it's that time of year again.. oh btw, i'm runnin' 4 by 100m this year.. anyways, i had fun screamin' my lungs out tryin to cheer for sum frenz who were competing.. they were real good, really...
Friday, that is today..
one of e best daes of my life... went out with my frenz, for e first time, did i tell u i'm not much of goin-out-of-the-house kinda person? haha, but i forgot, e reason i don like going out of e house was that, i'd always feel left out of things.. one thing because i do not have a boifren & sum of e others do. another is that, i don wanna be a lampost, if u noe wad i mean.. but e people i went out with, they're really cool.. they tried to make those still single not feel left out, that's wad i like bout these people.. juz wanna say, thanks a lot guys... i had a fun day out with u & i loved every moment of it, really do.. thnks for askin me out people..

so tonite, i'm sittin in front of my computer typin wad i did e whole week.. i can conjure up that much.. eh wait..

remember, a couple of weeks ago i think, i said sumthin bout e guy i like.. i wish there is sum kinda way to show him that i really care for him, more than wad a fren shud...
i don dare tell him, because its not my place to do so.. i'm a home made gerl, it's not apt for a gerl to tell a guy that she have feelings for him..
i'm up for any kinda challenges, but when it come to affairs of e heart, i dunno wad to do.. all these while, ive waited for e same guy, even though he has feelings for other girls.. i guess, this is e furthest i can go... i noe i'll love him till e day i die, even if i have to marry sum other guy for my parents sake...

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Who doesn't noe anythin' bout Valentines Day? ask anyonw they'll noe what's e day is all 'bout straight 'way...

but me for one, i aint e type to celebrate. i mean it is wrong if u see it thru my religion's eyes, but i think its e thought that counts.. to shower love to ur loved ones, thats wad it means.. heck, every days' V Dae aint it??

k k, get down to business
i juz don find joy in V Dae. one thing, i don have anyone to celebrate it with, but heck who cares..
i'll always have my most treasured possession with me no matter where i go.. this year, like all e other years, my sweet valentine would be....
my ever lovable Sony Discman.. hows that?

anyways, anyone out there who cares to be my valentine, drop me a mail..
haha
as long as you love me, i'll be happy
haha

i dunno wad to sae bout this, i don wanna be alone this valentine
but no choice..
prayed & prayed & prayed
if only he'd ask me tomorrow

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Hobbies: Singin' & play pranks on others
Instrument: Learning to play piano (again) & e guitar
Likes: Soccer (especially Man U), cookin', read, and travelling home to Ireland to see my family
Dislikes: Rude people who never get e idea that scoldin's bad for health
Worst class(es): I was never any good at maths but im improving
Best class(es): English was ok & i like literature
Fave sport(s): Soccer
Fave actor: Johnny Depp, Nicholas Cage, Jensen Ackles, Adam Tuominen
Fave actress: ive got no idea
Fave male band: Westlife
Fave female band: Spice Girls
Most like to meet: Westlife, Backstreet Boys, Adam Tuominen
Best movie ever: Titanic, Pearl Harbor
Fave cereal: Honey Stars
Fave food: Mum's Cookin', my own cookin', Indian
Worst food: Seafood
Fave soft drink: Ice Lemon Tea
Fave fastfood restaurant: Pizza Hut
Fave place to chill: My bed & e toilet at home (haha)
Fave place to visit: i dunno, no time to look 'round while travellin'
Fave football team: Manchester United
Fave perfume, men’s: Dolce & Gabbana
Fave perfume, women’s: CK Eternity
Fave clothes: black/green shirt, dark jeans, jacket
Fave designer: Levi's
Fave colour: Green, Black
Fave book: Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince
Fave band: Westlife
Fave song: O-Town - All or Nothing, Westlife - You Don't Know
First cd you bought: Westlife Karaoke
First concert: Westlife 1998 Tour

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i'm juz sick & tired of everythin.. sick of people who never appreciate my kindness, tired of people who seriously keep makin me fed up & fed up & fed up till i'm super f***ed up rite now..

i mean why muz everythin happen all at e same time? i got a lip by e OC for not followin e schedule, juz a few days after that, i didnt get e chance to sleep cuz i was so in damn pain.. later on when i was finally able to fall asleep, e next day i was like blur.. couldnt concentrate on anythin that's bein taught during class. how in f***in hell am i suppose to pay attention when i'm feelin sick all over?? later on, a day later, somebody clever called a mother f***er.. even if it's meant as a joke, it hurt me juz as well.. i mean wouldnt u if u were me?

come on, ive never called anyone anythin like that before.. so why was it me? wad did i do to deserve a word like that? so, i was angry with that gonna-be-jerk. but then, he's rite, i can never stay angry with him.. though ive forgiven him minutes after he said that, im still not talkin to him. k, maybe i did, but it was only for e sake of NPCC & as a responsible friend. i did try to help him save his friendship with another fren & now they're ok..

tell me, does e word SORRY tells u anythin? it did to me. it told me that it has to be used from e heart, with feelings of regret, with sincerity.. do u have to ask if u shud say sorry? come on, when r u gonna think for urself?

then, rite now, i'm all feverish.. 38.2 degrees celcius.. man, im fallin really sick after almost a year since i last had fever.. shit.. this i hate, im not e strong person i was.. maybe age is comin up on me.. wad e hell...

u now there was this one guy i've always liked ever since i was 13.. he was a great guy, i'm short of words to describe e person he is now, anyways, he's a great guy, i was always there for him whenever he needed me, our friendship bloomed, & feelings for him grew stronger every hour... but thing is, ive always wondered, was he ever there for me whenever i needed him? did he ever appreciate my being there for him all e time? i don think so..

so somebody, tell me please... how am i suppose to answer my own questions? i still do like him a whole lot.. please do comment on this post if ur readin it, i need answers to my questions.. please!!!! or if u wanna to, contact me at bollywood_bollywood@hotmail.com

thanks

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Man... Right now, i'm super dead beat.. today was too much.. i mean enough is enough

people juz don geddit ain't it? where's e courtesy in e world gone to? when sumbody, cant e others juz shuddup & listen to wad is needed to be said.

'nother thing, don people understand e meanin of no time.. lack of time.. there is not much time to do sumthin, so muz u insist that things r to be done ur way??

& then, r we not part of e whole society? r we not its members? why is it that we're not treated e way we shud be treated, we're e seniors, but why r we not treated as members of e cca

its juz aint fair

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