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♥ 4th March ♥
♥ sing sing sing ♥
♥ Westlife ♥
♥ McFly ♥

LOURVE

wonderful wonderful movie...

& Zara,

I Did Not Cry...

ok, well, maybe I did.. but that just proves that the movie is a really good one.. i loved it and i think everyone else did too...

had a nice day in school.. could be considered as fun - if u call ART fun.. all we did was paint stuff that inspires u and guess wad, i painted and Irish flag.. aint that just cool...!!

saw u a whole lot of times today, really was sumthin.. u certainly noe how to make my day... but how, how exactly do i go up to u and start a conversation???

still missing, u.. but i guess im seeing u tmr... hee heexx

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god oh god...



Chinese New Year today.. there's gonna be the Brit's Awards at 1230... probably i should catch it.. i dunno, feeling a lil on the downer side rite now... bla bla bla... been reading Archie Comics to make myself happy.. doesnt help...



What A Girl Really Wants

is....



I dunno... i just cant think straight.. it's so... argh, forget it... nobody reads my stuff here anyways...

It's hurting, real deep.. I noe im not supposed to be thinking like this but I just can't help myself. For the past 1 week, every nite ive been dreamin about you.. Nuthin I did to get you out of my mind works.. I noe, its not wad we both want.. Neither one of us want to go thru life like this.. Everytime I start thinkin of other things, my mind just starts wandering back to u.. All of my frenz have wad they really want.. Zara has got Wan, Mas has Faiz, Sri with that guy i cant remember his name now.. and the rest of the girls... i dunno wad i really want, you or just living life apart...?? crush, obsession, love?? wad does all these words mean? they don make any difference to any one of us.. words are just words... it's ur heart that really counts.. Yours and Mine...

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ok.. woke up real early today, took a shower.. bla bla.. did my morning prayers.. bla bla.. finish packin' up my bag.. bla bla.. had a breakfast of chicken polani, bacon and cheese... bla bla bla... left home at 6.45 am, forgetting to take my medicine.. bla bla bla...

received a text message from Bas to be at Delta latest by 8.. was the first to reach the pitch, but Wani was the one who reached the earliest - waited for Bora at Redhill Station..

in the end, Pet, Nora and Bas were the last ones to reach.. at 8.30.. janji mlayu.. ahahxxx

Fatin and I talked a lot today.. really enjoyed doin basics with her, she's a real challenge.. n im improving on my defending skills... =P tak tau malu.. ahahahaxxx

let's see.. there was only 9 of us with 3 ex-Crescentians.. had a friendly match with Crescents B girls... played left back for the first half and then switched to right back for the second half...

wasnt really paying attention to the scores cuz i was busy making sure wad im supposed to be doing... was lost half of the time.. blurness is not genetical however.. heexx

told me mam id be havin lunch with the girls but then i decided to go home.. typical lazy bum.. as usual... my indolency is not genetical either...

didnt watch Power Rangers cuz of training, didnt even watch Hindustan cuz i cant be bothered to watch Aamir and Urmila in Rangeela.. watched it before, pretty funny but my tummy is priority.. starving by the time i reached home..

just came back from dinner at Changi.. had porridge.. not into anything much nowadays.. no wonder the low carbo lvl.. fainting spells come easy these days...

Tom said hi from MySpace.. he's gotten his pilot license before the RA tour.. Dougie became his first McFly passenger.. seems like the guys are getting themselves busy all over again...

btw, Zara texted saying that McFly was on Channel 5, i just got out of the lift of the blk, on the way to the interchange.. dead blast, always missed the opportunities of watchin them on tv..

- Tried Not To Think To Much Of You But I Just Can't Get You Off My Mind -

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im talkin to Fauzul on MSN now.. omg, how i missed him so... he's lost 6kg in just a month... n he's one of the most adorable ppl ive ever known...

such a nice person..

n i just told him bout Frankie Doodle...

he's trying to make me talk to Frankie, but i just cant, i mean honestly, i don think that dude even bat an eye towards me...

these couple of nites ive been dreaming bout Frankie.. n they were funny and cute dreams..

just came back from Popeye's... had lunch with the rest of the gals.. was nice..

Fauzul is the best medicine for stress... =P

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- FRIENDS TALK ABOUT YOU WHEN YOUR NOT AROUND -

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seated at O Hub rite now... discussing bout universtities.. admission.. bla bla bla..

bloody difficult to decide.. stupid subjects.. bla bla bla..

POA or Malay Lit..???

decision decisions...

best part is, everyone agrees.. POA or Malay Lit??

POA seems easy, but im pretty scared if i cant make it..

Malay Lit - its too demanding.. its terrible...

how to get to a uni?? im thinkin of getting History as one of my majors.. if i take malay lit, then possibilities are, i could get double degrees on both history and malay lit...

but if i take poa, then i have to take double degree - business and communications & new media..

meaning; i cant be a teacher...
communications and new media can get me a job with the reel world...


decision decisions....

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today we went to NUS - National University of Singapore..

the trip was a major eye opener.. it was so cool.. i really enjoyed my day there so now im deciding, NUS is now at the end of the education route.. the school is waiting at the end of the tunnel..

being interested in the Arts, i'm planning to pass all my H2 subjects.. Management of Business, History & Malay Literature.. get As for everything..

i'm not tryin to not be realistic here cuz i am being realistic.. i noe my own capabilities, and abilities.. i noe that my Malay have never failed me (other than the time i took the bloody June O Level paper AND last year's papers) so with external and internal help i should be able to get a B now and then proceed to getting A by the end of my 3rd year.. i noe that Management is manageable so yea... History - well, i need more help but hey, looking on the bright side of life, i do noe my history...

n then maybe try to do better in GP as well as H1 Math.. blast, Math is a bloody big problem...

so anyways, since we're on the talk of NUS - im thinkin of getting into School of Arts and Social Sciences & then take double degrees on History; still deciding on the other major - sociology, psycology, Malay studies etc... but of course, its difficult being a undergraduate without money so work is gonna be essential then..

so rite now, im concentrating on getting my grades for A level..

that's it then,

adios..

astalavista baby..

see u later, alligator..

wad else??
can't think clear, listening to Backstreet Boys The Call..

them Backstreet are good at making me not able to concentrate.. that's why i love them.. they help me chill..

ok..
'nuff said...

lalala...

I SAID ENOUGH!!!!

k bye..

argh! finally..

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ok.. so at last, im back here again, after 2 months since i last blogged..

last i stop by, i was at Singapore's Changi Airport Terminal 3, just before boarding, while waiting for the rest to be checked in.. so i found myself an internet connected area, n then i posted the last blog..

actually, i planned to put up videos.. didnt happen cuz it turned out my digi cam couldnt record any sound due to the lack of a mic.. so in the end, i got myself loads of pix which i am too lazy to upload...

just rounding up researches on post pre-university studies... checkin out on overseas universitites as well as those in Singapore..

it's not often i find myself, seated here in front of the comp, laden with books, studyin for the official start of school..
bloody, school kinda crap for the past week.. not easy, but hey.. i'm still here... hangin on to every bit of the string...

life's pretty tough at the moment, but i'm getting there to the end of the road... a few more years n i'll be out of the school in no time with good grades on my 'A' Level Cert..
(i am really really serious).. I WILL PASS MY GCE 'A' LEVEL EXAMINATIONS WITH FLYING COLORS.. no kidding... (if i get thru the 2nd year alive) soon, soon...

can't believe i'm sayin this, but i can't wait for school to start officially for me, with tutorials and lectures to go to.. homeworks to finish up... every mark matters now... havent got any more tears to shed now.. life sucks, big time..

anyways, training was still ongoing during the hols.. though i went for as much as i could, i still find running round the stadium difficult..
but things are getting more serious now... should be playin for defence on the school's hockey team.. if possible, i don wanna play goalie now.. too much pressure.. besides, coach wants me to play defence but Mdm Watee wants me to play goalkeeping.. so yup, a dilemma there..

nex week on, 10 rounds round the stadium.. i have to make it.. not getting lesser than silver for NAPFA this year.. i noe i can make it since im able to get A for every other elements but running 2.4km. so as long as i make a C for running, i'll be getting my hands on GOLD... so eyes on SILVER babe..

im studyin rite now, catchin up on history... its a bother without a real textbook, kinda craps having a thick book u have to do deep research on... compared to history, management is much easier since the textbook for it provides a good insight.. the one for southeast asian history is too lengthy.. i need stuff on the 20th century, not the 18th!!!

international history should be okay, but research still needed to be done to get more elaborations on the points given... looks like i gotta bring Extenza (my laptop) to school everyday... argh, there goes my back... life craps, sacrifices suck, but hey, no sacrifice no happiness.. & to be really happy, id need to work on stuff that will pay big... so, school here i come... again...

omg, Azie's snores real loud... tempts me to join her... haha, no i don snore much.. seriously!! should i go to sleep? or continue with wadeva im doin now??

it's 0442 here in singapore,
and
2042 in Dublin/London...

ps. Dougie said hi from MySpace.. its been 2 months since he last logged in..

pps. is that a coincidence? both he n me last blogged 2 mnths ago?

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