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friendly with SAJC tmr... at CCAB, which is like northeast from my place, i think... an hour and a half journey by bus.. sos im meeting Fahariah at the interchange tmr..

anyways, its gonna be my second A div friendly as a keeper, first was with CJC remember, pretty cool i thought it was..

but tmr would be my 3rd A Div friendly playing as a team, first was with NJC...

got the list of schools we are competing against when tournament starts..
TPJC
NJC
&
ACJC..
will continue from there if we get thru.. i really really hope we get thru these schools.. i wanna see us go to the finals with me as the goalie...

Frankie, Amir, Akram and Jubes made into their rugby team, Jubes was really happy.. i saw all from far of course...

so's im like pretty exhausted rite now, we had been training under the hot sun again, as per usual, n its really draining me out of energy. i thought they say the SUN halps in creating energy.. lmao

im gonna go read Frankies blog to see if he's got any updates on.. ouh, did i say? i was reading his old posts last nite n there was one on Nov 9, 2008.. he posted a vid and a note at the bottom, thanks a million nadia:)) so's im like wondering which nadia he was talkin bout... :P he himself said hope is a cure for fear... so im hoping man im full of hope...

sos im leaving now..

adios

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bloody hell... wad on earth is wrong with BLOGGER??

anyways, my feet hurt like mad, im itching like crazy n im going wild with insanity trying to figure out how to finish up all my homework..

to tell the truth, this week is quite slack, not much homework.. Math's due nex week, just trying to finish up Management..

hockey is really killing me, all thanks to the goalie kit.. one, its heavy, two, how the hell am i suppose to bring it home all the time? hell, i live in tampines n i come from a very simple family like bicycles and all, not cars...

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alright... wad can i talk about today??

lets see, ouh, we end school early today cuz Mr Jake wasnt around.. so no history at the end of the day.. we ended up in the library finishing up Math and i borrowed Cecelia's latest book (2008) Thanks For The Memories.... i like her books...

saw Frankie only ONCE today.. but of course, cant really ask for too much now can i??

wad else? wad else??
should i start on MOB tutorial ii or not???

ouh crap, tummy's calling for the loo...

should i go or should i not??

ahaxx

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alright, lets see wad i can dish out tonite..

not in the mood to do homework, i think im practically done with almost all except for Kefahaman which im really having trouble with, international history tutorial 2 qn 3.. wad else, MeR and I still have yet to start on SEA's micro ppt project.. ouh, Math assignment 2.. my body is not taking it too well, probs i'll try to finish them all up tmr morning.. i HOPE...

we had a friendly with Catholic JC yesters.. pretty cool i guess, they're a good team but i think i'd say MI hockey girls are up ahead.. we scored 1-0 for the first frenly at Delta (or was it 2 nil).. then we had a real stimulation at NTU pitch, played 70 minutes was it, as Kabir Khan in Chak De India said it, Sattar Minute... if im not mistaken, we did a 1-0.. it was my first full match as a goalie.. pretty cool i guess, i noe ive got strong defence and attacks backing me up... thanks gal pals.... so i hope, id be doing a better job at goal keeping, make the school proud, make me parents stop complaining for once about me coming back home late from trainings and frenlies.. n also make me forget the pain of carrying the bloody heavy goalie kit everywhere i go... so winning means quite a lot here...

there was this qn: To wad extent do u agree that winning isnt everything but participating is??

i used to say that losing doesnt matter but now, i would say sometimes winning IS everything.. due to reasons of my own, they're too much to be putTed (=P) down

went to Arnold's today.. celebrated my bdae, finally.. course, i had my fill of joy, it's once a year...

now, salihin is chatting me up, asking wad i was doin at City Plaza, eating at Arnold's? he saw me it seems... =P

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life is certainly not easy, it never is..

i wonder why they call it the March holidays when u spent a whole week in March either in school or the pitch??

anyways, A div's tournament is just 3 weeks away.. so we've been having a pretty rough intensive training all day long, n when i say DAY it means DAY.. geddit? geddit??

mom is pretty mad at me for coming home late almost every nite.. i mean, i can't help it, trainings are now mostly at the NTU/NIE pitch, it's way out in Boon Lay that's like a 2 hour journey home by bus and bout an hour by train (it's not exactly comfy...

worse thing now is, i have to lug a bloody heavy goalkeeping kit home..

n hell, i noe at first i wanted to be a goalie but then i changed my mind after noeing that i can do good defending.. but, thanks to Huda, she left the team suddenly, I have to take over as goalie.. damn, only place i can complain to right now is thru blogger. i cant complain to Coach, or Mdm Watee. they need me badly. n i guess i have to do it, it was thanks to them that i'm first 11 to the team.

well, ive been sacrificing a lot of things in my life, another one won't hurt? can it??

god, my back starts hurting again...

one after the other my frenz got themselves retained. i just hope they're all feeling ok, Mas i love u babes.. Audi, Year 1 might sounds fun to u, but i doubt u'd be just as carefree as before, trust me hun.. Bas, keep the passion in it.. just CONCENTRATE...

ahh. i guess i should log off now, i dunno.. havent been online a long long time.. so there's a whole lot of stuff i should have put up, a lot of "interesting" stuff happening.. bla bla bla.. shit i cant even remember wad was it i wanted to talk about the past 1 week.. tmr's Friday.. so practically, my supposed hols are ending in like wad, another 24 hours?? saturday and sunday doesnt count cuz wadeva happens on both days always happens the same way... life gets pretty much predictable at times...

my fruit diet's started.. should eat more fruits, they're good.. n i should cut down on other stuff.. let's see, mam's cooking?? KFC??

looking forward to Sunday, finally we'll be celebrating my bdae.. at Arnold's.. been wanting to go there for the past 1 year, u see, we only go there on my birthdays... cuz we jsut don have the time to go on normal days, so just imagine how special Arnold's is for me...

ok, logging off...

like about now...

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i noe, i noe.. i shouldnt be thinking about love right now.. but i was just reading Frankie's blog and he posted a post, Fear is a disease Hope is the only cure... i was like, wad he says there's sum truth in it.. i don fear much but i do noe that i find it difficult, im too scared to go up to him and say hello... i don want to raise my hopes up high, cuz im scared of being embarrassed in front of everyone else, afraid of rejection perhaps.. that's the thing about being a girl, i cant be the one pursueing others.. its inapt. argh

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IGNORE THE PREVIOUS POST

anyways, im back from a short slumber... it's wednesday today, im at the O hub for the first 2 periods of the day - BREAK....

did RESTU the whole night, finishin it up in perfect written pieces... or rather close to perfect, wadever Nad...

all right, this morning, at 07:30, there was a huge crowd of MI students waiting at the bus stop.. even before that when i went past the interchange, there was already a long queue at service 941. so we went to our usual bus stop just to see a whole lot of ppl waiting.. all the way from 07:30, we waited for 15 minutes.. we waited for so long there was no bus but when 1 came, all came.. so we were all rushing to get into the awaiting buses, me n me frenz got into 157. Mas anf Farah had already gotten into 174. ours was the last bus to leave the stop but guess wad, the bus driver would not even drive off for another 15 minutes. reason why? while some got on the bus thru the front door, a lot of others got in thru the back door, and didnt even bother to scan their cards some of them. goodness me... at least thats wad the bus driver said. he just wouldnt drive the bus and we spent like eternity to reach the school. and then, one after the other, can't wait any longer, MI students from the bus start alighting to get a cab or another bus. obviously, ppl were complaining, the bus doesnt wanna move, civic mindless ppl not scanning their cards.. IT IS SO ANNOYING!! i was already so tired from carrying a heavy bag, with my shoe bag in my arms, how the HELL am i suppose to be patient. then i called zara who told me to go up to the upper deck. i went up, found out that many of the MI students from the top deck had already alight from the bus irritated. give it about 2 minutes after i went up, the bus finally moved on. the lower deck has still got a lot of our students.. so pretty much obvious, we got into the school late. thank goodness there was this auntie who works in the school canteen who was there and could vouch for us. we all werent book for late coming but got a short lecture from the VP who wanted to know wad exactly happened and started to talk about coming to school earlier. like we were already at the bus stop by 07:30 i wanted to voice out. it wasnt our fault cuz the bus didnt come at 07:30.. we had to WAIT... god..

n so, i dunno wad else to say but type wad i can think right now.. its no use being rationale at times... public in the bus were already accusing us of things... bull

so rite now, the school thinks that the bus broke down cuz it took a long time to move. i think, just wait until tomorrow when complaints start reaching out to the school saying that our students are inconsiderate etc..

WELL, it WASNT my fault.. i scanned, i was there early at the bus stop, wad more do u want??

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Thank you so much for proving that you'd rather attend your nephew's wedding than your eldest daughter's birthday treat at a place of her choice.

Thank you so much for showing just how much you care about me..

Thanks dad..

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tomorrow's the 7th.. lol

niwaes, there's a match held at NTU tomorrow. so i guess i'm gonna get a good 'good nite' sleep tonite..

spent the day in dire hotness. reached school at 0730 to help Mdm Watee at the hockey pitch. im one of the student helpers for Hockey Shots.. it was very very hot down at the pitch. took scores, keep time, helped throw back the balls, tiring but yesters was worse when i had to bring heavy equipments down to the pitch for setup.. but i think it was quite a good day.. Onyx won for the Men's Hockey Shots team with 86 points. that's like really a lot.. second place went to Zircon, followed by Sapphire and Garnet at the last position..

overall champions for Cheerleading was Garnet.. i thought they really did a great job at it.. realy enjoyed watching the cheerleaders from every house do their stuff.. in my opinion, Onyx was really rubbish, but hey, it's my OWN OPINION... Zircon did okay, Sapphire was pretty good i guess..

wanted to join cheer this year for Sapphire but turns out, im allocated in Zircon this year.. might be wearing Zircon's house t-shirt but i cheered for every other house except for Zircon... =P

anyways, my arms are really oozing life out of me.. they're still so bloody sore.. so i guess id better stop typing and watch a movie online, probably do homework tonight? or maybe tomorrow nite... hee......

should i watch, Sweeney Todd or Charlie and the Chocolate Family?? need a lil' nit of Johnny Depp in my life...

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sum how or other, 2009 turned out to be one of the best birthdae's ive ever ever had...

a whole lot of ppl wished me for the past 3 days.. that's really sumthing.. i had pre and post bdae wishes.. its really really cool...

early in the morning today, darling Mas gave me a bouquet of roses she made all by herself.. it was really sweet of her to go the extra mile for me, im really really touched, n Mas, i noe u noe that... =P

got a couple of hugs from the BOOBIES the moment i entered the school... saw a couple of cute guys (Frankie Frankie Frankie)....

slept the last half and hour of History.. i was partially interested in the video Mr Jake showed, watched all the way until after the part the talked bout the famine and Ireland... i fell asleep.. wasnt the only one though... =P

helped Mdm Watee after PE, 'long with Sri, Mer, Julie, Zara, can't remember who else now.. getting old, very very old..

niwaes, tired meself out.. my arm still sores rite now.. not coming for training tomorrow.. Saturday, there's match at NTU.. looking forward to it i guess, it's gonna be my first match there.. pretty nervous rite now...

during the time i was helping Mdm Watee, the ladies came up to me.. Fiza bluetoothed a vid, specially made as a birthday present from her and darling Audi.. it was really really sweet of them to create that video.. rest assured Audi, i'll do my best for my studies... cheers...

i received my official present from the Boobie Ladies, a black tube dress.. it's really nice of them to get me my first dress.. means a lot, thank u very very much.. one day, i'll wear the dress along for our next outing... promise... =P

i also wanna say loads of thank yous to more frenz, let's see... Towfiq, JC, Eddy, Minnie & Ming from Hong Kong for the lovely wall-to-wall via facebook.. thanks a lot u guys...

tmr's Sports Fiesta... gotta have loads of rest, gonna be under the sun a long long time tmr..

before i log off, just gonna summarize a few stuff that happen in the bus 66 from Bukit Batok to Bedok.. it was crowded, warm, so uncomfortable.. n that toddler who sat beside me, i can't even get sum shut eye with u keep touching my arm and kicking my leg... n ouh, there was some technical faults with the bus.. i dunno how many times we have to stop and enginisized the big vehicle.. we stopped halfway thru the journey and took 65 instead, stopping at Bedok Reservoir. Thank goodness 28 came fast...
Mas, & Zara, no more 66 from now on unless we're taking it early in the morning... double no no from 5 o' clock onwards...

ok, logging of..
cheersxx

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i'm happy, really happy... people for once remember my birthday.. Zara & Sri were like telling everyone about it for the past few days.. it's pretty much sumthing...

went in the school compound and i got hugs from frenz... even Ckg Ila wished me.. i was practically smiling the whole day... perhaps until when hockey starts... =P

the best part? Saiful wished me...

Coach is really pushing all of us to the extreme.. he's really strict, but he's really nice.. thing is, i dunno how to endure all this.. i'm tired, my ankle hurts like hell, i can no longer run properly.. how the hell am i suppose to go thru all this alone.??

but slowly, to the end of training, coach began to relax.. i thought that was cool.. i wasn't smiling the moment training start. but i started smiling when it was near the end.. bullshit nad, bullshit...

to sum things up, i'm happy.. though i still remember that Brian left 5 years ago, on the same day.. the day i turned 14...

Happy 18th Birthday Nad...

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the locker vendor came down to the school today... i paid for an extra 1 year renewal of $25.. actually, i wanted to renew for 2 years but the vendor recommended only for a year - & i dunno why.. lalalaxxx

anyways, i asked the vendor if i can change my locker itself, cuz it being low and all.. so i asked for a higher one.. i wanted to change from 709 to 707 which was just 2 lockers further up from mine.. but it turns out the locker had already been signed up upon last year.. so, tough luck..

the vendor gave me the highest - 676..

wonder why stuff must have the number 7 when it comes to me???

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They say, "Better is an open rebuke than a hidden love.."

perhaps, there's truth in this very words... am i afraid of being rejected? or am i just afraid that things won't work out the way i want it to be??...

wad is the definition of love anyways?

to love? or to be loved?

thinkin deep bout it, i think love requires a form of sacrifice.. it doesnt matter if he doesnt noe my feelings for him.. i think the great big deal is to see him happy, happy even if it means letting him be with another girl.. that's all that really matters i guess.. as long as he's happy, i'm happy...

every second i grow older, every second my feelings for u grow even stronger...

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