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LOURVE

alright story wad's e folks.?? hee

in school rite now.. still feeling distraught, but as much as it is really difficult to stay happy for the rest, im tryin my best to stay happy for my own sake...

just wanna tell u guys, i love u people...

rite now, im lost as to what to write...

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life can really suck big time...
im lost, n i dunno where else to go..

thankx mates for being there for me when i needed full support..
big thnkx to Mas - i'm still here no matter wad..
to Zahrah, Sri, Belle, Feyra - thnkx so much for the words n hugs.. really meant a whole lot to me..
to Amir - ur God talk made that particular one minute a whole lot better...
to Khuzaifah - if ur reading this, u dunno how much last nite meant to me... thnkx chum =P

there a smiley from a long lost me..

ouh,
n finally Power Rangers Operation Overdrive shown on tv..
Mack Hadford is a dum dum who turns out to be a great ranger..

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feels like i was smacked rite in the face.. it was a matter of wanting to help or not wanting to help at all... it's not easy being the eldest in the family, yea fine there might be comparations between siblings but its tough being a role model, being the responsible one in the family.. n the feeling to be not up to ur parents' expectations really sucks. its gonna change my younger siblings perception once they noe bout this.. being the only one in the WHOLE family to be in a college makes things much more worse...

feels pretty lonely at times, Papa has yet to noe my results, n i don dare tell him now, he's working...

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terrified...
terrified...
terrified...

results are tomorrow, im so scared.. i don wanna be retained. please God, help me get thru this, help me get promoted. please, i really need that 2 H2s.. i did my best for Management, i went thru a lot of it, i focused a whole lot on it, i have to pass it. PLEASE!!

n my history, i need a few more marks for it to be an E and then....... PLEASE LEMME GET THRU THIS YEAR DEAR GOD!!!!!

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question is:
Life suck big time...

k, maybe its just an exaggeration.. maybe life doesnt suck that bad, maybe its just plain cool, too cool for others to see how not sucky life actually is..


im so terrified for my promo results...

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juz cuz its Hari Raya doesnt mean its time to EAT!!! ouh my goodness, ive been stuffing my throat with all sorts of food.. n the toned tummy ive been working on for the past 2 years is going down the road to KFC

lets see, wad have i been doing?? ok, didnt go to school today, didnt go with the rest for yesterday's get together, wad else?? hmm.. OUH yea, i've already bought sum stuff for the HK trip, like luggages, camera..

been making my own chicken sandwich, getting pretty good at it.. my brother just said, the chicken ham & bacon taste like sausage n i was like, eww... never in my whole life have i eaten sausages...

HEROES last episode for season 2 was yesterday, cant help it, my flat hasnt got any cable so im a lil' outdated but i don give a shit bout it cuz i still get to watch my favorite shows no matter wad aint it?? nex week's gonna be the 4th season of Desperate Housewives.. not my type of show.. waiting for Ghost Whisperer to end so that Supernatural season 3 will be aired after that..

so ive been spending my nites at home on the internet, searching for lost vids, vids i havent seen for years etc... n i got to watch Westlife's interview on the Frank Skinner Show which was aired, 2 years after Brian left, they were launching When You Tell Me That You Loved Me featuring Diana Ross for that year's Christmas...

2004 - Allow Us To Be Frank
2005 - Face To Face
2006 - The Love Album
2007 - Back Home
& they've taken a break for 2008...

i am so getting their DVDs for their love concerts..

though i cant find any of McFly's....

the Backstreet Boys were going to buy McFly McFlurry from McDonalds' for Christmas...

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they say:
Love is Blind..
I say:
Whateva..

Love has got no eyes.. geddit??

last paper for the year, promos ended.. hopefully Nicky had a nice bdae.. it's only 13:06 in Dublin, he should be celebrating now..

ive noticed, the whole of promo exam, i had e last 1 hour of sleep for every paper, well, maybe except for Math, i noe ive tried my best for Math, so i guess i deserved that 2 out of 3 hours of sleep =P

lets see, wad else to dish out...

crap, theres gonna be a meeting tmr, on the HK trip.. shit, im too indolent to come down...

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now now..
its my 208th post.. wow, time sure past by a whole lot faster than i think.. imagine, if i hadnt taken a break from blogger, i could have reached 400 probs...

tmr's the last paper, after a week long break.. literature, i cant bring myself to go thru anything right now, i just cant, still trying though.. maybe i should start on literature in the train tmr..

cant wait to get my results, then id see how i'd fare, studied a whole lot for promos but i aint confident of going thru.. shit

going to Hong Kong is begining to be a lot of trouble...

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2 more days n its Nicky's birthday.. he'd be a nice 30 year ol' man by then.. ahaxx ouh god, i just love the looks of Rocco n Jay..

had a very sleepy day today, went out to the market with me mam from morning all the way to mid afternoon doing stupid stuff...

promos ending pretty soon, been having a week's break, Thursday is gonna be literature n Friday's gonna be a meeting for the Hong Kong trip..

went round checking out luggage bags before dinnner, saw a nice POLO which cost a pretty good price, check in size.. now still deciding if i should buy it, gonna confirm with the teachers in charge again cuz we still dunno wad type of flight we're taking...

n so, once again now, im at home in the middle of the nite typing all these things, thinking if i'd ever be seeing HIM again when the last time i saw HIM was just a few days ago.. seriously, HE distracted me a whole lot during the History paper...

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on the 4th of October, we went out for Raya, me dad wasnt there so it was me mam, me bro, me sis, me aunts n me cuzzins, n not forgetting Your's Truly...











there's more... view friendster.. hehe

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well, everything's new.. pretty nice, n its a brand new day today...

had a lot of fun, it's the 6th, Mas's bdae.. she had a splendid surprise, didnt u Mas? loads of laughter for the day... we went to Changi Airport Terminal 3, n had Popeye's for lunch.. that was nice too, left me full the whole day.. n i still feel it now.. hee





Chocolate Fudge









then we met Amit in the train, very cute boy...
later on, we went to Bugis Village, looking for watches n dresses, saw a couple i liked but not too sure if i could fit in them, too big an asset i'd say.. hahaxx





bought myself a pair of earrings, purple.. now ive got green, green, yellow, black n purple.. yay!!

uploading more photos pretty soon...

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