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LOURVE

tryin to decide wad job i sould take...

2nd language results possibly to come out this week...

checkout movie: Freedom Writers (based on true story) [American]

chekout my videos on Youtube...

thinkin of admitting myself into Trinity College Dublin...

lemme think wad else

juz checked out Trinity College(Eire)'s website... School of Law is the oldest.. under which shud i take; School of Histories & Humanities or School of Law..

i seriously can't decide wad i wanna be...

to be a Customs Officer in Singapore sounds cool too...

had a funnee day today...

Adan got real sick, too stubborn to go to e doctor's...

he's e cutest...

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my Ustad passes away yesterday.. may God bless him..

bla bla bla...

wad else..

can't think of anthin else to say..

had a couple of laughs..

feelin real bored rite now..

listenin to The Ballad of Paul K by McFLY..

all over again..

seriously,

i can't think

tell me,

how can i not fall in love with him??

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http://ie.youtube.com/profile?user=GreenEyedMonsterNad

link for my channel at YouTube.. checkout all my videos, favorites, playlists etc...

tmr's school, again.. haiz, i'm pooped from all those stayin late in schools.. argh, crap..

gonna start fasting tmr, need to save all my weekly allowances, going broke like real soon...

k, i'm like too weary to carry on typing.. woof, getting more & more lethargic & i can't find a cure to my health state.. one minute i'm super charged, super sleepy at the other.. woof...

ouh yea.. Dougie's still mine by the way.. hehe

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ahax..

chatted with a foreign lady at Parkway Parade, in the first level toilet.. very charming lady.. claimed that she definitely would not use the SQUATs cubicle.. that's sumthin in common that we share.. ahax

tried to study at the beach juz now.. didn't get to though, the bench by the sea was too....umm.... i dunno wad to say...

juz got back home & it's like real dark outside, yea like DUH, it's 10 to midnite...

juz how can i not love him so much...

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ahahahahahahaxxxx

making up my mind to decide if i wanna come back & serve NPCC as a WCI.. just talked to Rasidah ma'am & she said it's all bout commitment & assurance that i can do it.. wad's more, my BUC (bez unit cadet) might be able to help me...

Lolxx

had a whole lot of laughs today.. from morning till now.. ahax

Social Studies test was crap.. didn't study for it, but i was able to remember sum factors, juz that i forgot wad they were all bout.. but it's ok, it's e time to make mistakes, get ready for GCEs.. haiz..

got sent out of class during Biology.. that crazy Bones sent a total of 4 of us out for talkin.. i mean, come on.. though i'd been talkin, i'd listen to him nag also didn't i.. i've a pair of ears for goodness sake, i can use one side for listenin to my mate, & the other to Bones.. argh.. & then when e 4 of us sat outside class, he started askin where were we.. his voice, i tell u, can be heard from outside.. Lolx.. then he said, "I believe i asked u to stand outside." blueks..

had History after recess, which was cool.. hmm, maybe i could be a History teacher in 7 years time??

last 2 periods was English.. real cool, practiced for oral which i'm afraid much more better than my mother tongue oral..

we went out to eat for lunch, had Chinese.. Minced Chicken Noodle. yum..

went for Art after that.. kinda cool, spent the whole 5 hours in a laughing fit.. & my teacher commented that my art is finally glowing...

now i'm home.. with an aching feet.. argh, blisters.. shit

they're juz hot, ain't it??

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had a laugh in school today during Chemistry.. my mate DuDu, nearly burn the whole lab down.. the dear lad lit the wrong gas pipe, he lit a fire on the pipe which don have any bunsen burner connected to it.. big fire man, good thing he off e pipe fast.. the hotness, omg, i could feel it & i was sitting behind him.. twice he made e mistake.. haiz, DuDu DuDu...

tryin to upload a video on YouTube for my brother under my account.. a camp vid.. Lolx

ate a whole lot today, probably cuz, it'd been raining so on most rainy days, ppl usually get hungry..

lolx

wad can i do? there's nothing i could do..i lurve him too much..

he's juz cute ain't he??

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lalala...

skool was shit today.. really, some ppl juz dunno the meanin of shut up.. i mean, when they asked me to shut my trap up i did.. but when it's really important for me to call for one of them, i got scolded.. dammit

anyways, i got tops for e lastest History test.. all i've got to do now is to complete 3 Geography assignments i've been neglecting.. argh.. think of it, that super creeping sub teacher didnt even go thru with the class bout tourism so how e hell r we to do e assignments given.. my geog teacher had to attend some course, e class ended up missing 2 weeks of lessons.. it was during these 2 weeks that we're supposed to finish up Tourism.. i mean, we did it last year, but for revision, we're supposed to go thru it again since last year it was only a brief intro on Tourism so it wasn't really counted as a lesson.. crap

the beastly migraine is acting up on me again..

listenin to Lonely by McFly, put up their lyrics couple of posts ago...

once i'm done with all of my vids, i'l post it up here too..

soon..

ahax

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tell me wad u think of the expressions on these 2..

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read a whole lot of tips to make my blog interesting.. well, i'm a boring kinda person so i dunno e meaning of interesting lolx..

aniwaes, i did me best to put up this blog.. don feel any sense to change the video featured cuz i love this song, Transylvania by McFly in their latest album Motion in the Ocean (2006).. there i juz give the password for the scrimpt prompt of the blog.. lolx

u r welcome to read my blog if u want to, no restrictions, no conditions.. but if ur sumone who enjoys breakin a guy's heart, a timer.. u noe wad i mean, then ur not welcome at all..

hmmm,
wad else to blog bout.. i've been hungry the whole day, ahax.. i ate like there's no end.. (& i'm suppose to be on a diet)

Adan is really, really sick.. e way she coughs, it seriously freaks me out since she don fall sick that easily.. don seem normal.. & a continuation to her story i posted before, her frenship with her best buddy Leonard, things became real awkward for the both of them.. they don talk anymore, or at least have a proper conversation, other than screaming at one another to shut up.. hope she gets well soon..

k, think i shud stop here... my throat hurts, i'm losing my voice.. shit

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havin fun eatin..


Don ask why i look dumb..

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The Ballad Of Paul K
He's drinking cold Corona
Feels like is getting older
Now and noticing how he's finding
Grey hairs left in the shower
Tattoos fade by the hour
And he can't understand these feelings
Why life is getting him down
He used to smile now he frowns
And cries inside
Its been this way for a while
And he can't seem to put things right

When life has been unkind
And you're losing your mind
Look in the mirror afraid of what you'll find
It feels like time's not on your side

He doesn't like to mention
Applying for his pension
So his children don't know he's heading
Into a mid-life crisis
He cant afford the prices for
The new kitchen floor he's buying
He's been a drunk all his life
Two kids, a dog and a wife
He doesn't know
And in the daytime he just sits and watches television shows

When life has been unkind
And you're losing your mind
Look in the mirror afraid of what you'll find
It feels like time's not on your side

Dont know why but somehow
The ones you love you hate now,
You feel down and blue
Look at what you've thrown away
They stood beside you all the way
Now its too late, its too late for you

When life has been unkind
And you're losing your mind
Look in the mirror afraid of what you'll find
It feels like time's not on your side

McFly
Wonderland

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Lonely
It's only been a day
But it's like I cant go on
I just wanna say
I never meant to do you wrong

And I remember you told me baby
Somethings gotta give
If I cant be the one to hold you baby
I dont think I could live

Now Im so sick of being lonely
This is killing me so slowly
Dont pretend that you dont know me
'Cause thats the worst thing you could do!
Now I'm singing such a sad song
These things never seem to last long
Something that I never planned on
Help me baby Im so sick of being lonely

The stuff is in my house
So many things I cant ignore
Coaster they're on the coach
Your photos on my freezer door

And I remember you told me baby
Somethings gotta give
If I cant be the one to hold you baby
I dont think I could live

Now Im so sick of being lonely
This is killing me so slowly
Dont pretend that you dont know me
Thats the worst thing you could do!
Now I'm singing such a sad song
These things never seem to last long
Something that I never planned on
Help me baby Im so sick of being lonely

I am so lonely

And I remember you told me baby
Somethings gotta give
If I cant be the one to hold you baby
I dont think I could live

Now Im so sick of being lonely
This is killing me so slowly
Dont pretend that you dont know me
Thats the worst thing you could do!

Now I'm singing such a sad song
These things never seem to last long
Something that I never planned on
Help me baby Im so sick of being lonely

I am so lonely
I am so lonely...

McFly
Motion in the Ocean

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haiz... juz lookin at this made my heart melts.. wonder how things will be like should i meet the lad himself...

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ok, ok.. i'm too old for that contest.. argh...

Adan's sick, real sick & i doubt Leonard even noes that his best fren'z real sick... sum ppl are juz not showing enough gratitude for ppl who loves them so... haiz

wad else? wad else?

i'm sayin to u peeps out there, if u love sumone, tell him/her.. don let time take all of it away.. try & understand, every minute counts..

i juz say that but i'll nvr do wad i say.. i'm too, DISCIPLINED... to tell sum guy i love him.. but if Dougie noes that i love him, & he, u noe, ask my hand for marriage.. wow, that's sumthin...

ok i've a wild imagination.. like that's gonna happened.. wad's the possibility of a SUPERSTAR to even read my pathetic blog.. LOLX

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ok, i'm gonna try my luck in a contest held be KidsCentral.. i wanna win that limited edition notebook they're giving away to winners.. i mean, i'm still saving up to buy a personal notebook, but every single time, my money needed to be used for much more important stuff..

all my life i've been using a desktop computer.. it's part of my life already, did a whole lot of things with it, search for all sorts of things.. it's like as if my comp is a human, my husband hahax.. life partner..

so all i have to do is watch KidsCentral for 2 weeks, & gather all the passwords given for the contest, & then send my blog web address to them.. hopefully i'll win the notebook.. haiz, wish me luck..

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holdin on to Sha's balloon


talkin to ma mom on the phone


Darla's is quite light to be honest

Farewell Romeo Cake


taken with my NCO with my mates

just after the Dim Sum Dollies

Everyone loves to party on a Saturday Nite...

Last Romeo photo together with the CIs

Last Romeo photo

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promised an oldie fren that i'll put this up...

Adan & Leonard had been best frenz for years. 4 years to be exact.. No matter the number of arguments they got into, they always seemed to be able to get back together even if the arguments had been really heated.. They would fight about Leonard's ''gift'' of flirting or Adan's talent in basketball, but by the end of the day, they would be best frenz all over again.

Somehow, only one particular thing was able to break this 2 apart, making things awkward for the 2 to talk to one another as per normal & that was LOVE. Leonard was always chasing girls or rather by what he often claimed, "the girls were chasing him". It was difficult to see these 2 apart, simply cuz they are often by one another's sides, Best Frenz for life, or so it seemed. Many would think as though these 2 were lovers since they were always after one another & it was obvious that they LIKED one another, more that juz frenz, if u noe wad i mean..

Adan is a tomboy & for the last of those times she had been alive, she has been hanging out with male frenz. Even though she has some female frenz, she found comfort when she was with the lads because it seemed to her, these are her people. Leonard adores flirting. Every single time he sees a girl, he'd go up to her & chat her up.

It turned out, this frenship was on its way DOWNTOWN with the presence of a girl whom Adan found difficult to accept. Mainly becuz, this girl has a reputation of a ''snake'', twisting words, denying responsiblity to all the wrongs she had done & she was also a slut in Adan's eyes. Frenz with Leonard for years, Adan knew that this kind of girl is not meant for such a sweetheart like him. Leonard became close to this girl whose name was Sussanne. Seeing them together broke Adan's heart becuz she could tell that Leonard had feelings for this girl. There was nothing she could do becuz she do not have the heart to tell Leonard her feelings for him after all these years, as she do not think she could handle rejection from her first true love.

Things began to get worse when Leonard & that girl got together. Adan left everything to fate & destiny to lead her love life. She never bothered to comment anything bout the couple when asked. She compromised her love with silence. She began to drift away from her best fren, & tried to change, evolve into a woman, thinking that she lost her love becuz she's not a real woman, she's juz a typical ol' tomboy. One thing that Adan seriously could not stand bout Sussane was that she kept bugging Adan if she had had feelings for Leonard which Adan denies everytime asked. In the end, when she could not take it anymore, she confronted Sussane. Things took a tumble when Leonard chided Adan for bein a busybody for which she never was.

Adan took it all hard. Deep inside she was very hurt. Juz for her mates, she remained to be who she was known as to others, a practical joker. Though she may seemed happy to all her mates who do not noe anything bout her feelings, Adan changed, she lost the radiant glow in her eyes. When Leonard had problems with Sussane, he came to her, not knowing that she don like hearin things bout that girl. As a fren, she stood by Leonard. Would he ever stand by her whenever she needed him? Turned out, no. He was never by her anymore. Thing's changed..

Would Adan & Leonard ever be real best frenz again? Wad with the girl still there, there's no way for them to clear things between them.

Help me finish up this story to those of u who understands the affairs of the heart.. Both Adan & Leonard mite be able to save their frenship but would Adan feelings for Leonard be juztified?




Hey Midnite,
i'll be home before Christmas..
ahaxx

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"May ye gae thru mirk and mire,
Fill your breeks with much of byre.
Wade through blude, and walk the gyre,
And ne'er come hame till i desire."

"Walk abroad until ye tire,
Head and hair anf heart afire,
Round aboot the dread dear's spire,
And ne'er come hame till i desire."

"All pleasant is the fairy land
For those that in it dwell,
But at the end of seven years
They pay a teind to hell;
And I'm so fair and full of flesh,
I'm feared twill be mysel."

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ok, wad to talk bout today?? i dunno.. im stuck.. got loads of ideas juz now, but i'm all blank right now.. all drained out.. LOLX

160707 - NeNa's b'dae...
170707 - Tom's b'dae...
180707 - Afiq's b'dae...

that's all for now haha

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argh... not again... i typed a whole lot juz to see it gone again... boo hoo...

waste my time... stupid shift control.. argh

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wow...
i don believe it..

Friday the Thirteenth turned out to be the best day of my life.. the day my luck started changin.. early in the morning, i answered all of my Social Studies questions asked by the teacher correctly.. until the end of school, things was all cool for me..

i met my mother for lunch after school & bought a new dress, which i am wearing right now.. it's too sexy at the bust that i've to clipped on a couple of pins to keep the dress from revealin to much.. 4 o'clock, i reached school & changed into my full uniform, talked for a while with my CI.. & then we had a short rehearsal before the big thing..

at round 5++, parade started, all went well, very well actually.. then when we finally put down our armouries for prize presentation, my heart began pumping.. bloop...
i received my plague with a huge smile plastered on my face & my name being called out loud by frenz who took my parents place as they couldnt make it.. i was so touched that some of my frenz took care to see me on my BIG DAY, thanks people...

& then the most excitin part came.. the part where e names of 2 cadets who deserved to get the BEST UNIT CADET badge are going to be revealed.. first up was the female's.. i sincerely thought i would nvr get it but my name was called.. i was stunned for a minute, there was lots of shouts & gleeful screams of my name & happy clappin in the background.. i marched towards the VIP & had the badge pinned on my uniform.. u dunno how happy i was.. the male's went to Damian, congrats dude...

after we formed the number 18, our squad no, & we threw out barets up, tears started to roll down my cheeks.. i was so, i dunno wad to say.. & for the first time in my life, i hugged everyone..

the farewell nite wad kinda cool.. i wore a nice black dress i bought specially for the occasion.. make up on my face, accessories on my.. i looked like a lady, & i liked it..

im still havin the LIONS from yesterday.. i love the world today

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ok peeps... it's the BIG DAY already.. the day i officially pass out & step down from my co-curricular activity (CCA), NPCC.. finally...

feelin a little bit on the nervous side, nvr did anythin like this before.. still at home getting raedy stuff & then later i'll be on the way to school.. woah, GOD.. im having LIONS in my tummy..

i can't go on feelin SEXY & HAWT & be SEXUALLY AROUSED now.. i'm a wrecked right now, i can't even think of wad i wanna type out right now.. this is bad man..

argh..

THE BIG DAY is turnin into the BID GAY...

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im finally proud to say that the secondary 3 TPNP cadets r almost up to their standard, for people their age that is.. their basic drills r improving, im glad..

i'm feeling, hectic.. lookin at loads & loads of Dougie's photos.. argh, im drooling!!

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too many things to do.. u people made me resort to strikin of names of my pop list.. don say i didnt warn u, those with valid reasons, i'm cool with it.. u wanna fite back, fite back to my face.. don bother going to the OC, there's nuthin he can do to make me change my decisions.. wad's fact is fact, good enough that e others allowed u another chance to redeem urself.. bluekz

ok, that's done.. had a nice day in skool.. not really that nice anyways.. bad mood all the way during training.. no choice but to do the same things over & over again, it's all their fault for not comin down, besides practice makes perfect but in our case, it does not.. lolx

plenty of things to do.. talk another time..

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Royal Variety Performance 2003

Oh i, never thought I’d feel this way

And as far as I’m concerned

I’m glad I’ve got a chance to to say

That I do believe I love you

And if i, I should ever go away

Well than close your eyes

And try to feel the way we do today

And then if you can’t remember

Keep smiling (smiling)

Keep shining (shining)

Knowing you can always count on me

For sure

That’s what friends are for

For the good times (good times)

And the bad times (bad times)

I’ll be on your side forevermore

That’s what friends are for

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head pain..

migraine getting from bad to worse..

my drawing was good ain't it..

hahax

need some life.. gotta go get some

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dear sec 3s,

wad i saw today really made me feel very disappointed in u ppl.. how could u do ur duty when others were not payin attention to u? all i am askin is for u guys to do a better job next time.. i'll see u this wednesday at 4.30 sharp by the flag pole.. give me an hour or so.. i don wanna see ppl getting more punishments... be there, that's the last time i'll be able to teach u sumthin before i pass out..

btw, it was insulting to be called an Ex-Nco.. wait till u understand the pain of leaving sumthin u've worked hard for the last 4 years..

Nadia

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Angels in heaven
Fairies above
Please protect the ones i love
Send with a smile
Sealed with a kiss
I love u God
Please grant me this

loads of things to do.. can't chat now..

will talk more tmr hopefully..

love u

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feelings r mized up today.. don even noe where to start.. bleargh!! creeping craphole. i've a whole load of messages in my inboz, juz deleted all those junk mails.. bluekz

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the post before this was wad i done couple of months ago using paint...

k, i seriously dunno wad went into me these days.. all seem to be crapping the life out of me, i ATE too much for the whole of last week.. bad, really bad..

gosh,
wonder wad's happening to me.. i read HER blog this morning, & it felt real good not to read anymore lies bout me after all that's happened.. i mean, honestly, i'm not dumb, i noe wad's for me & wad's not.. & to be truthful, i kinda miss having HER cooing after me, if u noe wad i mean..

i'm currently reading a book titled "Social Crimes" by Jane Stanton Hitchcock.. never heard bout the author before but her last name reminds me of Alfred Hitchcock, the horror book author.. a very nice book, & if u trust me to be ur neighborhood book critic, do try & get ur hands on this book.. wonderful to read, trust me

wad else, wad else?? i dunno wad else to say, other than a fren who dunno the meaning of GETTING UR OWN EMAIL ACCOUNT SO I CAN EMAIL U TO KEEP IN CONTACT EASILY.. i'm tired of typin mails to ur kid sister who no longer come online on MSN.. we need to talk, period..

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all these suspense's killing me..

before i die of sickness, i'll die because of this suspense..

k, stop! it's gettin too morbid..

still saving up to buy that guitar i saw..

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