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LOURVE

ok, so it's been a long time since i last updated my blog.,. so here we are...

rite now, i'm chattin with some arab guy from Maroc.. i dunno how he got my msn so never mind bout that.. & then he asked for my name, i ask his which is Yassine.. then he asked my for lacam which for goodness sake i dunno wad on earth is that.. so i'm still confused.. after he scolded me vulgarities dammit..

forget bout him, let's move on..
Pugs.. THANK U for giving me e time of my life.. it has been wonderful moments being with u.. i loved every second when i'm with u, u simply bright up my life, gave me a joyous moment.. there was not a time when i was upset whenever i'm with u.. so thank u for bein there for me, a shoulder to "CRY" on.. some place for me to relish my sadness & all.. ur e best, u noe that don u, without me tellin u.. craphole.. haha

u asked me to write stuff bout u, so there u have it.. but juz one thing..
please, please..
stop tagging sweethearts..
cuz my chum ShaSha is getting ideas.. haha
but i like it whenever u said it to me in my face.. haha

i'd like a
Double Chocolate Milkshake with Irish Cream for e topping & a float to go with it..
yum..

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i bled my way home & all u ever did was laugh?? whatta creep... it's still bleedin, dammit.. it's gonna leave a scar i'm sure.. PUGGY!!

reflectin bout e week, all sorts of craziness.. lesbos creep me out, goodness.. & stop lookin at me, Benjamin u creep.. u BFG!!

& to those apeks out there, when i'm down, try not to make matter worse by starin at my boobs.. i noe how big they are, there ain't any need to remind me..

shucks, examinations comin.. i'm still not prepared.. a little maybe, i'm gonna make sure i nail Social Studies.. gotta ace my favorite topics, Conflicts among Countries..

sh*t.. my arm's red & there's a thin line appearin.. don even noe how'd i injure myself.. & Pugs, ask Thomas to stop swearin, same goes to u too.. ME TOO I GUESS

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trainin was bull.. wad else, patience juz ain't workin no more, ain't it.. another strand of hair lost..

remember there was once i posted sumthin bout a dream.. when i reached home juz now, mama said sumthin bout e guy next door.. seems like e Narcotics officers got him juz now in e afternoon.. haiz, he was such a quiet thing.. k, maybe not that quiet seeing that he used to shout from his window, but it's been weeks since i last heard him screamin..

mama said that he's some problems, mental problems it seemed.. she said, e used to be on drugs, i dunno muc bout him.. he went into a depressed state, don seem to recognize anyone anymore.. he used to call out to mama whenever he passed our apartment.. he's dishevelled rite now i think.. but he's real clean, unlike his cousin who used to stay in e same apartment.. e cousin have tattoos, loads of them on his body.. this guy, though he used to be on drugs, was very nice.. his grandmother, now deceased, loved him more than e cousin.. reckoned he became more depressed when she passed on..

anyways, bout e dream.. my "partner in crime" read it, that was a shock, he never cared if i post on my blog.. that was kinda abrupt when he said sumthin bout e dream, how'd he became involved & stuff, i mean come on.. THAT WAS A DREAM AIN'T IT.. it can't come true, can it?? i dunno, like i've said, God noes wad would happened if it came true.. sheesh, don even wanna think bout it

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been up e whole day, absolutely bumped up rite now, i'm hurtin all over.. feelin like an old man, crap..

DragonBoat competition in e mornin'.. arms all sore paddlin e huge boat across e reservoir.. trial race was shit, no coordination, no nuthin.. heats 1 was wonderful, not exactly my kinda wonderful but wonderful... there was a better improvement, slight changes but it's super obvious that towards e end the boat slacked, it became slow, that was exactly when me & sue were givin our final touches.. from where we were seated, we could feel e speed, e momentum of e boat movin but at the same time, we both shared a feelin of dread, there was no way we're gonna nail e competition.. e other teams were much more professional than our team.. they were more prepared, they had trainings before e competition day itself & besides, they were all members of their schools' DragonBoat team..

can't deny that i wasn't dissapointed.. in fact i was devastated though the others thought i didn't give a damn bout it, i was happy all over, laughin & gigglin after we got e results.. i mean, how could i show my distraught expression when clearly it wasn't their fault that we didn't have trainings for e race..

we lost our top 10 position by juz A second, if only we were half a second faster.. juz proves to show that time is precious after all.. 1 second, man.. really wished we could have won sumthin for e school..

it's my last race after all, with me as e team captain.. try imagine my sorrow..

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had a dream a couple of days ago.. quite creepy 'specially since it involved my emotions & e guy next door..
ok, ok i'll try to summarize e whole dream yea

i had a tiring time after training that day.. so when i went to sleep that nite, obviously it is possible for one to dream bout sumthin so ridiculous aint it.. ok, ok.. i'm startin on my story soon.. sheesh!!

i dreamt that i was in skool, sumwhere juz outside e NPCC room.. in my dream, outside e Np room was e armoury, where e skool keeps it's WWII rifles.. i was e one who opened e door of e armoury, & then i started handing out rifles to my juniors.. my partner in CRIME, Danial was e one who's gonna teach them rifle drills.. sumhow in the dream, i see myself at different places, one point it's in skool, another at home.. now, when i WAS at home, e cadets were at an open place near my block.. now, this open space in reality is a big carpark juz beside my block.. how it became an empty place, i dunno but moving on...
i decided to go have a clearer shot at the cadets doin their rifle drills so in e attempt, i have to pass my neighbor's apartment, now this neighbor, in reality have problems, emotional ones.. there r times he'd shout for no apparent reason, others he'd go cycling & sometimes, he'd switch his radio or tv to super damn loud mode.. so back to my dream, he was comin out of his apartment.. then he stared at me, like some sort of crazy maniac, the sort that give u a chillin look that really spooks u out.. to look at the cadets, i have to look down towards e big apce since i lived on e third floor.. i decided to go down to them & when i turned, that neighbor was staring like hell damn.. he advanced & i ran down e flight of stairs.. i mean, really, i was hell damn spooked already, at the same time i shouted for my mom whom i heard her voice callin out for me.. he shouted, mother's kid or sumthin like that.. he chased after me, i was perspiring profusely, i could feel its salty taste on my lips, i ran straight for e open space, he continued chasing me.. & then when i reached Danial......

i can't remember wadeva happened after that.. i woke up suddenly, & when i was awake, i was wet with perspiration, due to e reason that mom had switched off my air-con.. blast.. my neck was sore, the kind that u get for not moving ur neck.. get wad i mean? i fell asleep after adjuztin myself on my bed, but as i hugged my bolster harder, i could see e expression on that guy's face, it was frightenin... God forbids wad would happen if it became part of reality.. didn't tell anyone bout it, this would be the first.. but e next day, e day after that dream, when i got home from training, HE was outside his aprtment, smoking.. he turned when he saw movement on my side.. he held his gaze for a while, & then looked away.

Man, i was nervous.. i wasn't scared but...

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woo hoo.. i dunno why but ive been crazy for é whole day now.. possibly cuz i took my runny nose medicine early in é morning.. hahax..
has a nice day in skool today..
life's turnin' its table on me, how wonderful.. it's been bad to me all this while but now, i'm real happy.. i got my old mates back.. wonderful.. at least by trusting Allah, i can lead a happy life now.. i'm really glad cuz i'm back to é old me they all once knew.. maybe juz a couple of changes here & there but still é old me hahax..

so, rite now, me hair is cat once again.. juz gave it a trim & now it's a beautiful masterpiece on my head woo hoo... laughed a whole lot today.. a fren reckoned i'm sufferin from sinus.. i dunno wad's that but she enlightened me by sayin' that it's sumthin to do with a bad case of runny nose.. ok, cool..
i don wanna die, no!! not juz yet.. hahax

so, yea.. that's é most of a summary i can give an impression on for é day in é life of NaÐÐie..

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to a fren...
i sincerely hope u r readin this..
all i wanna say is, I'm sorry.. i mean, i had been harsh on u by tellin' u to get out of my life.. i'm really sorry, i mean it.. it's juz that, i'm sure u'll understand wad i'm tryin to say here.. sum people have been sayin different things to e both of us.. we tend to believe that person.. i noe u, i'm sure u'd feel real bad if that sum people told u i've been talkin bad about u & stuff & u'd wanna confront me etc but i swear, i really do, that i've never talked bad bout u before, i've never did talked bad about anyone before.. if it's casual remarks, i admit it but as an individual, i've never talked bad bout anyone before.. i hope u understand..

all i've been wishin was that we could be frenz again.. that's all im askin for.. maybe i was in e wrong, but i believe i'm trapped in e world full of lies & discrimination.. please forgive me

~NaDDie

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start of a new week..
it's Monday, people..
hahax

had a nice day.. why is it that every Monday, i'm extra hyper? maybe cuz, it's such a short day.. let's see wad'd i do this wonderful day..

early in e morning, went for my Monday run, 4 rounds round e school.. very cool.. & then, spent so much time changin, & only came in class at 0820 hours.. wonderful.. next was chemistry at e lab, didnt even get e chance to finish e first experiment cuz next thing i knew, it was time to go to e field for e emergency drill.. plain stupid if u ask me, but there's no harm in goin to e field, which smells like shit, i mean it literally here, & hang out with frenz in e hot sun.. laughed a lot during this time.. loved it, though it was damn hot..

& then, we had recess.. and then mother tongue.. continued by another period of chemistry.. lastly, 4 periods of art..
kinda cool cuz it's such a short day.. spent e day textin a fren rather that's wad made it short.. hahax

then, i picked my sis up from school.. met my mom at e bank & she bought me lunch, wonderful..
& then, spent e last of e day, singin' and singin' and singin' till me dad came home.. did my prayers n now i am bloggin'.. how wonderful
hahax

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juz came back from dinner..
some freakin' creeps, i ordered a dish from their stall...
they exclaimed out loud..
damn hell looks like a guy

i mean come on..
izit wrong for me to don a guy's apparel?
itz cool ok
it's juz, me/././
i'm hot cuz i'm cool
hahax

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how cool.. my bad luck's changin'..

first, had a nice trainin' after weeks of shit..
next, i had a nice time at home, watchin Prison Break.. both Linc & Michael's hot.. hahax
&..........

i found my ez-link card... Yay!! u dunno how relieved i am.. i can finally have a peaceful mind..

even my love life's improvin...
u dunno how much i'm feelin' glad rite now..

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they say only with imaginations can one keep himself sane.. i find that really true, very true.. i mean, i noe i've been playin 'round with my imaginations, i'm not gonna say wad.. it's purely juz for me & no one else.. uh uh, it's a secret that's only for me.. hahax

anyways..
seems like life's beginnin to be ok again.. things are getting more in hand, liked that.. don have to think that much anymore

guess..
Westlife & McFly are like e only bands that could make me feel like me again, get wad i'm tryin to say here.. i've been a little bit too pressured & i've been listenin' to these 2 bands & it helped.. or maybe it's juz my love for music that helped me forget all my problems or maybe it's juz e magic from both Westlife & Mcfly
hahax

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You've Got A Friend
When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend

If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together
nd call my name out loud, yeah
Soon I'll be knocking upon your door

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running, oh yes I will
o see you againWinter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend
When people can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them
Oh yeah, but don't you let them
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yes I will.
You've got a friend
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
'll come running to see you again (oh baby don't you know)
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
Lord, I'll be there yes I will.
You've got a friend
Oh, you've got a friend.

Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
You've got a friend.

You've Got A Friend
McFly

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This is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm,
A broken man who's finally realised,
You're standing in moonlight,
But you're black on the inside,
Ooo oo oo ooo,
Do you think you ought to cry?
This is goodbye.

When your down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When your down and lost
Along the way,
Just try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day,
Oh just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK

Funny feeling happened today
Somewhere buried in the past
Didn’t mean much. that much anyway
I know that love will never last

I'm torn up inside
Theres a hole in my mind
When you’re not next to me
So I hope you choke and die
On every single lie look what you've done to me

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1) A dude gets into a taxi after a long night at the bars. Halfway home, he decides he needs some fast food. He taps the driver on the shoulder and suddenly the driver screams, swerves across the road and jumps on the sidewalk, stopping just short of a cement barrier.
The driver turns abound and says: "Don't ever tap me on the shoulder while I'm driving!"
The passenger says, "Good grief. I'm sorry. I didn't know it would scare you that much."
The driver replies, "Before this I drove a hearse for 25 years!"

2) There was once a young man who, in his youth, professed his desire to become a great writer.
When asked to define "great" he said: "I want to write stuff taht the whole world will read, stuff that people will react to on a truly emotional level, stuff that will make them scream, cry, howl in pain and anger!"
He now writes error messages for a computer company.

- Spotted by Diane Fletcher

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