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LOURVE

ok, let's get this straight... wad's happened all this time, this whole week?? i still don geddit, wad i've done to deserve such a disturbing week..

i mean, i received a couple of swores by someone for i dunno wad reason, but i've learnt to live with that.. next, i only got 10 & a half for my last math test, which is so shocking to think of it.. i've been improving & now this.. weird.. & then, had to wash a whole damn lot of metal fork & spoons, not forgetting there was a lot of plastic utensils to wash at the same time, which in the end landed in the bin.. wasted my time washing those stupid plastic utensils, but then it was fun washing them, splashing water & soap at Nina.. haha

& then... Friday was e worst.. had a nice day in the morning but all was lost after school... was so f'''in' stressed up during art, i didn't get e chance to finish transferring my final piece onto e canvas.. ended e day with a lip from e OC of my co-curricular activity, that's inclusive of hard tears by which i've been shedding cuz i wasn't being fair to myself, didn't even defend myself from those hard words he gave me.. but never mind now, it's ok if i've to learnt things e hard way...

& now today, i could not find my ez-link card.. i dunno where on earth it is.. either it slipped of my hands when i was slippin' it in e pocket of my skirt or i lost it sumwhere on e way home.. i dunno.. but i appeal to anyone who's found it, please return it back to me, cuz rite now, it's my only way to move round e country..
to anyone who found the card bearing:

Nadia binte Abdul Rahman
S91*****J
04 March 1991

please hit me with a tag & i'll return u a tag for information on its whearabouts.. thnks

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yay.. i can leave a happy life now...
he said sorry..
i said sorry..
he said sorry..
almost all conflicts solved, maybe except for 1
i can be happy now..

well, i dunno why he's angry with me, but wad e heck.. there's nuthin i can do if he wants me to sit in one corner & figure out e answer myself... i mean, i still don geddit.. so forget it..

see ya for e next post

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i juz don geddit.. u guys would rather believe a guy who u juz got to noe a year ago than me, whom u noe for 3 years now? wad's up with u people? all e trust i laid on u vanished.. how could u guys do this to me man.. do u think it's fair to me? i'd never talked bad bout him before.. u guys were there when i spoke of him.. all i ever said was the way he treated me, like as if i'm some sort of slut, a cheap whore, a prostitute.. that was all..

& now, u guys r turning ur backs on me to someone who'd been talking crap bout u guys all the time? it doesn't make sense.. wad's with u guys, man? wad have i done? i've never done evil to anyone of u, so why r u doing this to me? wad'd i do?

u guys never did seem to care bout my feelings, ain't it? by trusting the words of a snake, whom u obviously dunno that well, u guys juz hurt me.. all u guys ever care bout was ur own feelings, ain't it? who was e one who'd always ask if u guys are ok? who was the one who tried to make sure that u don feel sad? that creep of a liar?

man, i can't believe i saw u guys as my frenz.. i thought WE were frenz.. they say frenz r supposed to be there for one another, thru thick or thin.. but u people juz seem to ditch me now.. wad the hell is happening man..

now i geddit.. one can never trust anyone in this world.. people only care for themselves. be kind to them & they take advantage of u, step over ur head..

thanks for making me suffer all these times
hate u guys

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u dunno how difficult it was for me these days.. i've been suffering like mad..

i'm talkin bout me being sick.. it's juz that i've been tryin to find McFly song downloads but to no avail.. if anyone out there have McFly Transylvania, please please send it to me thank u

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woah.. i dunno bout you, but i've been sick.. ok that's weird, i'm not that strong no more.. hmmm, i wonder why.. maybe it's because it's been days since i was able to sleep like a baby.. i've been busy, yeah.. busy with nuthin hahax

so, wad was i on bout? yeah.. let's start a new topic..
McFly..
Tom Fletcher - guitarist/vocalist
Danny Jones - guitarist/vocalist
Dougie Poynter - bass
Harry Judd - drums

from this list of McFly band members,
my favorite is
DOUGIE...
he's e cutest, e hottest, e sexiest, e coolest, e.. i'm out of words.. hahax

u see, when i listen to songs, e best part will be the chorus.. whenever i sing, i'll always sing e chorus part
this song Transylvania
Dougie sang e chorus part..
YAHOO!!
e best parts for e best guy
i dunno why i'm suddenly so in love with Dougie
& i aint falling in love easily kinda person

Go Dougie, Go Dougie..
that's e way Dougie..
yeah Dougie..
Hey Dougie, ur so fine hahax

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ok, i don geddit.. why can't i colorize, boldize & italize me text... never mind, black's still a cool color...

i'm using a new video.. other than Westlife, i love McFly juz as much.. maybe not as much as i love Westlife but who cares aint it..

e first time i heard McFly, it was their single All About You on the radio.. it was superb.. absolutely, definitely pop-a-licious, Brit-a-licious.. wonderful...

so, ever since then, i've been listening to McFly, all the time.. hahaz i mean, listening to them, it gave me a feeling of coolness, u noe wad i mean.. it's a different type of music, u see.. it's sumthin like Westlife, the only difference is that, McFly plays their instruments; giutars, bass & drums..

of all them McFly songs..
ma favorite is Transylvania.. the song in featured on this blog.. i've posted its lyrics & e video's up.. how cool can that be..

aint it a nice mix? Westlife skin, McFly videos.. any McFly fans out there, tag me yeah... Westlife fans juz as well.. but then, none of me frens listen to Westlife no more, craphole.. who cares, juz tag me hahax

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[Tom verse 1]
Anne Boleyn she kept a tin,
Which all her hopes and dreams were in,
She plans to run away with him,
forever (never to be seen again)
Leaves a note and starts to choke,
And feel the lump that's in her throat,
It's raining and she leaves her coat in silence.

We're sorry but we disagree
The boy is vermin, can't you see?
We're drowning sins and misery
Ripping about the history

[Chorus (Dougie):]
People marching to the drums,
Everybody's having fun to the sound of love,
Ugly is the world we're in
If I'm right and prove me wrong
I'm stunned (to find a place we belong)

Who is your lover,
I couldn't tell,
When hell freezes over,
That's when I tell,
Who is your lover,
I couldn't tell,
When will this stop

[Verse 2 (Tom):]
Racing,
Pacing,
In the dark,
She's searching for a lonely heart,
She finds him but his heart had stopped,
She breaks down.

Sorry but your majesty,
Refusing orders from the queen
Has upset her monstrosity

[Harry]
Remembers a voice and hears him sing

[Chorus (Dougie):]
People marching to the drums,
Everybody's having fun to the sound of love,
Ugly is the world we're all inI
f I'm right and prove me wrong
I'm stunned (to find a place we belong)

Who is your lover,
I couldn't tell,
When hell freezes over,
That's when I tell,
Who is your lover,
I couldn't tell,
When will this stop.

[Guitar solo]

People marching to the drums,
Everybody's having fun to the sound of love,
Ugly is the world we're all in
If I'm right and prove me wrong
I'm stunned (to find a place we belong)

Who is your lover,
I couldn't tell,
When hell freezes over,
That's when I tell,
Who is your lover,
I couldn't tell,
When will this stop.

[Repeat till the end]

When will this stop!

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Many things been happening lately.. a whole damn lot of things... i mean, does anybody understand that i'm not e person they knew years back.. the changes r like wad, super obvious...

sigh..
i dunno wad to say.. e others said he's really blind not to able to see it. i'm lost for words.. i've feelings too, imagine if some people say that, u can never get angry & they'll take advantage of u, how'd u feel.. think bout it

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It's suffocating for one to not be oneself...
wad i'm tryin to say here is that, there's too many posuers in the world.. people who only acted as if everything is nice around them but e fact is every thing is...
argh...

it juz doesn't seem rite.. all things are beginning to take a turn against me.. there are times when i can be very lively for i dunno wad reasons, be very angry for i dunno wad reasons, be sad for i dunno wad reasons.. it's like i'm a totally different person now.. i aint e person i was, e person me buddies used to noe..

wonder if anyone noticed, so far i've been posting me feelings...
i guess i'm hurt that all me feelings took a tumble, it's all over e place

i don wanna be wad i am now, somebody, please help... i don wanna talk, i need someone to comfort me.. i'm not me anymore.. it's like some evil person took away e old me.. help, please

anyways,
ATF was cool.. had fun e whole way, except maybe on the way back to mainland.. completed almost every station.. there's a total of 6 stations, a not-so-high element, tunnel, leap of honor, some sort of Duo climbling on logs after logs, super high elements & flying fox.. me favorite is Flyin Fox, it was like wad, 21 metres high.. super fun, i love height

there were times i got lips from me squad mates for being too noisy & too sarcastic, i tried defendin meself but u shud noe this people, they always say that they're rite & i'm always wrong.. all i've been tryin to do was boost e morale of those on e super challengin & scary stations so that they won't burst into tears up there.. people say e only way to help those on e way to tears was to keep talking, they'll be focusin on wad ur tryin to say & forget bout cryin

so as i was sayin, all i've been tryin to do was to be there for those doin e leap of honor, Hui Yi was on e verge of cryin so i kept sayin, that's e way Hui Yi, keep it up ur goin juz find.. & in the end she managed a wonderful leap to e trapeze..

i mean, is it a bad thing to keep a fren from cryin, cuz i don think so.. these people need comfort, so they noe, there r peole around who'd want them to do their best.. tell me, wad did i do to deserve very hurtful reprimandations from FRIENDS? juz because i was shouting support for others? that so doesnt make sense to me.. yes fine, i'm not perfect, i've flaws but that doesnt mean i don have feelings... i noe how it feels to be alone.. i spend e first 2 months in high school without any frens.. they talked to me on e first day of school & then juz left me by myself when they made other frens...

everything s***s rite now, it's zapping e life out of me
i don have e energy to fight back, like i've said i aint e ol' me anymore

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there r times these 2 looks similar to me

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i dunno wad i'm talkin bout half e time these days.. everything juz seemed to be getting out of my hold..
btw, been discussing some things with a fren, thought i'd post it on me blog, here goes..

1. i'm everybody's fren
2. u ask me, u'll geddit.. u don, u won't
3. u make fun of me, i don give any shit
4. be rude & u'll geddit
5. i'm juz a human, sumtimes i make mistakes
6. it's me nature to forgive but NOT forget
7. i keep everything in me, i juz keep quiet & when i do, BUZZ OFF

i'm a very simple type of person, be nice to me I'll be nice to u.. sum people see me as a very COOL person for i dunno wad reasons but i like it.. i'm the type, u noe, blast off if ur sumone who often take advantage of my being quiet.. BEWARE

k, i dunno why i'm postin this but...
i've been talkin to me fren
just for ur information;
if u want me, i'm like u ask & i'll give u e chance to get to noe me
e principle of first come first serve is implemented
that sort of thing..
hope i'm clear with wad i'm tryin to say here

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hmmm... had a wonderful time during training. it was one of the best.. don think i wanna describe bout it though

a fren asked if i'm feeling ok, all i can answer is that yeah, i'm fine.. actually i don really noe e answer to that... ok, forget it..


Can't Lose What You Never Had
from the debut album 'Westlife' released 1 November 1999

Baby you're so beautiful
And when I'm near you I can't breathe
A girl like you gets who she wants
When she wants it
You're so out of my league I
show you no emotion
Don't let you see what your doin' to me
I imagine the two of us together
But I been livin' in reality

Fear of rejection, kept my love inside
But time is running out, so damn my foolish pride

I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
'Cos I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had
Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside feelin' I could die
Now if you turn away then that's O.K
At least we'll have a moment before You say good-bye
You can't lose what you never had

Rules are made for breakin'
Nothin' ventured nothin' gained
I'll be no worse off than I am right now
And I might never get the chance again

Fear of rejection, kept my love inside
Told my heart I didn't want you but I lied

I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
'Cos I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had
Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside feelin' I could die
Now if you turn away then that's O.K
At least we'll have a moment before
You say good-bye
You can't lose what you never had

Here on the outside lookin' in
Don't wanna stay dreamin' 'bout what could have been
I need to hear you speak my name
Even if you shoot me down in flames

I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
'Cos I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had
Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside feelin' I could die
Now if you turn away then that's O.K
At least we'll have a moment before
You say good-bye
You can't lose what you never had

You can't lose what you never had...

(written by Steve Kipner/David Frank)

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life hurts at the moment.. juz thinkin bout all the things that's happened all this while.. all sorts of things..

this past week, i dunno as soon as i've turned 16.. i've become more...more evil i guess.. i juz dunno how to describe me life rite now.. i mean, all that's happening rite now, it's all so unexpected..

i've been talkin to some mates of mine... they've been sayin that he's pretty dumb so as not to be able to see my feeligns for him..

& i don geddit as to why i'm feelin' down rite now.. it can't be me mood swings cuz those r things of the past..

ARGH
i juz don fathom as to why this is suddenly happening.. many things happened at the same time.. i hope he understands.. haiz, don think he's e time to read me blog.. nobody has e time to read my blog ain't it.. seems like ha ha..

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First things first...
how 'd i celebrated me birthday??
it had been a wonderful time, one of e best birthdays i've ever had..

me parents brought e whole family as themselves, me bro, me sis & ME, to Arnold's.. i've always liked goin to Arnold's for lunch.. i mean that place, its food cost a bundle, & only if we can REALLY afford it are we able to go there to have e best fried chicken ever..

Arnold's offer e best fried chicken ( or so i say), there's a lot of different meals to choose from, me mam ordered e 3 persons meal & a full spring chicken set for our family of 5.. juz imagine, 9 pieces of chicken, one big chicken, fries, coleslaw, whipped potato & drinks (3 pepsi, 2 coffee) cost us $42 /-.. its only chicken & some extras yet it cost that much..

well, i guess it cost that much mainly because
1. there's only one branch of Arnold's
2. there's no way u can get e fried chicken that they offer
3. everybody (well almost everyone) loves Arnold's

now i'm gonna make it a point, we're gonna celebrate me birthday at Arnold's from now on.. anyone care to join??

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Happy Birthday to Me, Happy Birthday to Me, Happy Birthday Happy Birthday... Happy Birthday to Me.......

yay, i'm finally turning 16.. "Golden Village, Here i Come!!"

every year, as per normal, i don sleep waiting for midnight to come from this period of time 0303 - 0403... this is one of e best moments of my life.. though no one remembers my birthday, i still have me family with me & my Sony Discman equipped with all me Westlife songs.. haha

it's ok, i'm makin it a little bit different this year.. ShaSha suggested that we'd call up all e others so rite now im talkin with me frens waiting for me countdown.. haha

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