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♥ 4th March ♥
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LOURVE

He walked in and said he didn't wanna know
Anymore
Before i could ask why he was gone at the door
I didn't know, what i did wrong
But now i just can't move on

Since he left me
he told me
Don't worry
You'll be ok you don't need me
Believe me you'll be fine
Then i knew what he meant
And it's not what he said
Now i can't believe that he's gone

I tried calling him up on his phone
No one's there,
I've left messages after the tone...
Really?
Yeah man loads

I didn't know, what i did wrong
But now i just can't move on

I feel like I've been here once before
You threw my bags out through the
Door and in the Road
I came home to find them on the floor
And as the rain began to pour I got cold

And I tried to compromise
But you keep telling me all these lies
Now I don't get to say my
Last goodbyes

Goodbye to you've been wastin
All my time
You're no longer mine now
You've left me
I can't seem to get you off my mind
That's when I realised you had me hypnotized

Why am I now living on my own
He keeps inviting people home all the time
Why am I still paying for his phone
When all the luxuries he owns should be mine

Now I start to wonder why
You shrug me off when I say hi
You treat me so bad
Despite how hard I try

Goodbye to you've been wastin
All my time
You're no longer mine now
You've left me
I can't seem to get you off my mind
That's when I realised you had me hynotized

Dude you can't hold me back no more
You're not even worth me writing lyrics for
We had something good together
Do you think you were being clever
To throw me out in awful weather
How do I forget you now

I can't get you off my mind
That's when I realised you had me hypnotised

Life is getting harder day by day
And i don't know what to do or what to say
And my mind is growing weak every step i take
Its uncontrolable now they think i'm fake yeah

Coz i'm not alone
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I get on the train on my own
And my tired radio keeps playin tired songs
And i know that there's not long to go
Coz all i wanna do i just go home

But i'm not alone
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

People rip me for the clothes i wear
Every day just seems to be the same
They just swear
They just don't care
They just don't care
They just don't care

Coz i'm not alone
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

Na na na na's
Coz i'm not alone
La la la la
i'm not alone

We ran past strawberry fields and smelt the summertime
When it gets dark I’ll hold your body close to mine
And then we’ll find some wood and hell we’ll build a fire
And then we’ll find some rope and make a swinging tyre

Captivated by the way you look tonight
The light is dancing in your eyes, your sweet eyes

It’s times like these we’ll never forget
Stayin out to watch the sunset
I’m glad I shared this with you
Cause you set me free
Show me how good my life could be
How could this happen to me?
Yeahhhohhh

And then I’ll swing you man until you fall asleep
But when you wake up you’ll be lyin next to me (ba ba ooo)
We’ll go to Hollywood, make you a movie star (movie star)
I want the world to know how beautiful you are

Captivated buy the way you look tonight
The light is dancing in your eyes, your sweet eyes yeah

It’s times like these we’ll never forget
Stayin out to watch the sunset
I’m glad I shared this with you
Cause you set me free
Show me how good my life could be
How did you happen to me?
Yeahhhohhh

There are no secrets to be told
Nothing we don’t already know
(bum bum bum)

We got no fears of growin old
We got no worries in the world

Ba Ba Ba Da Ba Ba Da Ba Ba Ba Da Ba Ba Da Baaa Ba Da Baaa

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finally am able to watch Starsky & Hutch.. the one with Ben Stiller & Owen Wilson.. wonderful show, absolutely..

had a nice day in school today.. i dunno why i was like so happy & so esctatic today when deep inside i know that im really sad

walked back home with Arif, Irsyad & Syafiq.. fun.. we dropped Syafiq at the bridge & then continued walking.. went separate ways at e JC FRONT lights, i turned left & they crossed the street..

one of the best days in my life..

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had been watchin Cheaper by The Dozen minutes ago on the tv.. never thought Jared Padelecki would be in that movie.. mom confessed that Tom Welling's hot.. sumthin that i kinda agree with..

my day is kinda cool..
went to the Raffles City Convention Centre, Collyer Ballroom for my MDIS Bursary Award Presentation.. that place is super posh.. nice place.. i was there with papa cuz mama couldn't make it due to her responsibilites as e mother of those 2 lil' twerps, a.k.a my 2 siblings.. they had to go for their classes today so mama had to be there for them.. but it's ok, i still have my Daddy Dearest with me, all for myself.. after e whole thing, we went to Little India for lunch & that was wonderful.. i love every single moment i got with my dad cuz it means that i'm able to speak to him like a best fren & talk bout loads of things..

bought some Indian sweets from the Little India Arcade.. i don care if they're sweet or wad, as long as i'm able to savour them at least 1ce a month..

& then i watched Pirates of the Carribean & the Dead Man's Chest so that's juz to say that my day is a wonderful day for me but a boring one to most people.. that's juz wad i love...

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i was sick for a little while juz now, i dunno why.. maybe i was too excited after all that runnin that i nearly vomited
ok, so i wanna add on a little on my PAL List..

[Arif]
a sweet young man.. ur juz too cute to be true, Arif.. i dunno why i said that, i juz feel it.. i feel very...i'm lost for words here...whenever i'm around u, u noe how to keep me company.. my guts tell me that i can have faith in u, in keepin all my secrets.. so thank u for bein my fren these past year

[Sufia]
one crazy lass.. e first fren i made when i got into secondary school life.. how can i ever forget that? e one who went to e toilet with me, e one i talked to at night during camp.. it was fun havin u there..

[Danial]
second fren i made... i deliberately made Sufia step on his feet when she was blindfolded during a nite activity.. i can never forget those times, we shared a great deal these 4 years.. bein in e same CCA, it was crazy.. I had to drag u to NP, when u were actually chosen to attend NCC.. i was havin my religious class when i texted u & convinced u to go for NP.. wonderful times.. Thanks to u too...

ok, so i think that's done.. i dunno wad else to say.. my leg's achin real bad after that 6 rounds..

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Goodbye to u've been wastin' all my time

ur no longer mine

now u've left me

i can't seem to get u off my mind

cuz now i realize

u've had me HYPNOTISEd...



i've been studyin a little bit more on Ireland, its people & its language & i'm lovin every single bit of it..



juz wanna say a few things bout me mates, so here goes...



[Mas Yassin]

u crazy lass u..

is there any way i can make her stop doin those things that gross me out.. hahax

a wonderful mate, i dunno who i can turn to without u there by my side.. ur e only one i'd trust with my life in school.. thank u for bein' there for me



[saM]

i'll be e only one who'd ever call u that, no one else.. hahax

another wonderful pal, i've known ehr ever since i was 11.. sumone whom i'd hang out with in primary school so seems like SHE noes ME & ME noe SHE.. get wad i mean? never mind, hahax... anyways, thanks for bein a fren



[Fitriah]

i dunno much bout u but i can tell that ur a nice chum to be with, it's been real great noein u.. THANK u juz as well



[Istianah]

another one i don really noe that well.. also very nice to be with.. seriously, i dunno wad to say bout u & Fitriah.. Sorry, & Thanks



[ShaSha]

hmmm, i'm lost for words.. hahax, kiddin..

she's a nice mate, sumone u'd wanna go shopping with.. there r times when i felt that she is in e same boat as me, i dunno why, i juz felt it.. LOL

anyways, u've been real nice to me, & very sweet.. Thank u for e lovely birthday countdown, it was e best b'dae SUMthin i'd ever done.. thanks for thinkin it up..



[to e lads of 4e5]

thank u so much for e best times in my life..


[for my dearest Pugsley & a certain sumone]

when ur down & lost
& u need a helping hand
when ur down & lost along the way
just try a little harder
try ur best to make thru the day
oh juz tell urself
i'll.. i'll be ok

juz watch out for that LIGHT that'll bring u to ur TREASURE
& look out for e ONE u love & not the one u THOUGHT u love..

~Is maith an scathan suil charad ~
~A friend's eye is a good mirror~

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Tuigim Gaeilge shimpli
Ta cupla focail Gaeilge agam

Tá grá agam duit!
that's sumthin i wan U to read bout

Gra, Dilseacht, Cairdeas
Love, Loyalty, Friendship
the things that i can never choose over one another..

...a chuisle mo chroí... is ...a ghrá mo chroí...
my treasured darling is the love of my heart

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finally... got what i've been workin real hard for since e last 4 years.. all e effort made didnt let me down..

juz wait, one day..
if i ever become e CI of e future batch..
that's a dream gone too far..
it's a tiring job but i really lurve doin wad i've been doin all these years..

congratulations to:
my sec 2s who've made it to another level, Corporal
my lovely sec 3s, Sergeant
&
my dearest sec 4s, who finished it to e last stage, Staff Sergeant..

special congrats to:
saM, Sue, Nina; we've spent e days screamin our lungs out for this rank..
Zarifah, Xiuhuan, Raynor, Jasper; we spent loads of time together revising for this
Kenneth; though u didnt get e opportunity for this, u played a part juz as well in our lives
Damian, Caspia; good luck with ur Station Inspector
&
finally
my wonderful
partner in crime
Danial
we succeeded together, worked hand in hand, plus all e pain & sufferin before & after we got our posts..
all sorts of barriers we had to cross
we FINISHed the last stage together
good job dude
bein e overalls is tough but we did it, didnt we..
wonderful
if given e chance to work in that post again, u'll be e first one i'll call out..
u WERE right..
there IS chemistry between us, rather than U & Caspia.. remember that conversation?? great..

we did it people.. keep that in mind..
we started togethet & got e whole thing over & done with together..
this will be treasured like a jewel, i promise u that

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well,
here i am again..
to think bout wad's been said this part week,
wad i'm thinkin' rite now, Pugs..
is that..

true love's real hard to find, 'specially in these kinda times..
cuz, life's juz so unpredictable, yeah

true love is all bout bein' sincere..
love sumone for him/her, not for wad he/she is
not cuz, he's some popular person in school or in e office etc..
so even though i've misses on one particular opportunity, doesn't mean that i should give up my feelings for sumone..
if it really is true love, it will come to u no matter wad happens.. it's juz a matter of time, luck, patience, destiny, fate..

think bout it, P.D..
love is such a special feelin'..
u'd wanna wait for it, time is no problem when ur in love..
it juz passes by & u ain't gonna notice it..
juz like wad happened to me..
4 years
i noe how exactly it feels like..
& juz by bein with u, i'm contented enough..
even though we were both were not able to attain that special 'thing' we felt when we see, hear & touch that ONE person..

so,
i say,
let's juz wait & see
muackz..
juz wishin' u are here with me rite now

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juz came back from my uncle-in-law's funeral.. cried a little, won't say how little it is though.. he WENT back to HIM on e 11th & he spent e night at the General Hospital's mortuary.. so i spent e night at my aunt's (his wife, my mom's sister) place.. e men got him back at round noon today, got him bathed & did all e requirements for e deceased.. then there was prayers for e deceased & then we all proceed to e Muslim Cemetery.. was not able to see e body bein' brought down into e grave cuz people were crowdin in front of me & they ARE tall.. juz like when i tried tiptoein behind loads of people during e requirements session, all e time tryin to get a last glimpse of my uncle..

he was a great man, a very frenly man.. that was proven by the presence of his many frenz who took time off juz to see him for e last time.. everyone agreed that he was a very pious man, very frenly & very considerate bout others.. he was one of my best uncles ever, be it if he IS my uncle or my uncle-in-law.. i lurve him juz e same.. & talkin bout favorites, i've only 4 uncles who i treasure real bad.. 1, my mom's eldest sister's husband, 2, my mom's 2 younger brothers, & my late uncle.. this four made a huge impact in my life by always bein there for all of us whenever we needed them, in times of campings etc..

wad seriously made me cry was when i saw his eldest child cry.. he had 3 children, e eldest turnin 15 this August & e youngest sittin for PSLE by end of this year.. e only son is in secondary 1 this year.. it was juz so pitiful seein them kissin their father's forehead for e last time.. so young, & their father was also young, only 45.. so, DEAR GOD, since u took him from his family, please please take care of him.. in e meantime, i'll try my best to not make them feel their loss that much.. lemme for once be a good cousin & niece

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One of my best uncles...
went back to HIM this morning...

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bored.. boring..
words taken from e ever talented Danny Jones

seriously, i am real bored rite now.. waitin for tonite's show to start so for the time bein, i'm bloggin... wow..

i crapped this mornin.. had my Math exam as well as my Biology paper.. crap, crap, crap.. totally crapshit..

i juz don geddit.. i juz can't get them in my head.. it's ever so difficult.. crap again.. & it totally RAWKed on when it rained on e way home.. i was wet to my shorts.. crap..

crap.. crap.. crap..
k, i sound a lot like Dougie here..
this place still looks like a craphole

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Home is where the heart is
Is where we started
Where we belong...

woah, that's a real deep piece of music..
Home is where the heart lies, wadsoever not..

still thinkin bout Spiderman.. noe wad i think? they should make me do e Mary Jane Watson character.. i mean, i noe exactly how she felt in the first movie, bein at someone's beck & call.. look at it man, she had to suffer in silence against her father, e creep whom she is so not in love with, falling for e guy next door & tryin her best not to admit that.. go on dates with HIS bestfren.. damn

didnt mean anythin by that, Kirsten u're a good actress.. juz that i don see the sense in puttin u in the cast list.. i was NOT satisfied with ur acting.. that's all.. 'specially in that particular movie but u were great in others..

haha, maybe i'm juz jealous she got to act with Spiderman.. haha
Tobey McGuire's real cute ain't he..

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watched e trailers for spidey's latest sequel juz now.. very nice, very nice.. juz can't wait to get my hands on its DVD..

thinkin back bout it's first movie, e one with Green Goblin, i think, Mary Jane's such a bore.. i mean, i read it's novelization & frankly, from wad i read, i don really like Mary Jane's character but then, who am i to say that ain't it...

reasons as to why i don really like that particular character was cuz it reminded me of sum one who who's absolutely very close to me.. a very quiet & traumatized person in e inside but a wild who-cares-wad-the-world-think-of-me sort of person.. definitely similar.. & then, goin out with sum creep who's a shit in high skool.. adult life, goin out with e best fren of e guy u've been likin ever since u were 5.. crappers...

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to my homies out there.. thank u for standin by me during times i was in absolute pain.. haha, i sound like Hilary Clinton..

papa made me eat some sort of traditional Chinese medicine called "Po Chye" or sumthin like that.. my diarrhoea stopped after i ate e medicine so there.. just that rite now, i'm fightin to stay focus cuz my head seriously IS hurtin like bull.. & i don wanna fall asleep on my desktop.. puh-leeze

had a nice peaceful weekend.. & it's sunday today.. & it's supposed to be a family day but both ma parents aint home.. to add up to my already shittin life, my stomach is havin it's weeky camps.. God, i'm gettin weaker.. no longer e strong Nad no more, aint it.. gettin all sorts of illnesses.. boy, am i gettin old.. even my parents r not complainin of bein sick.. muz be e exam blues..

before i end today's post..
juz wanna say..
guys, stop worryin bout me.. lemme continue livin my life this way.. it's sumthin i'm really used to.. God won't let me suffer all the time ain't it.. i believe if i do good, i'll be rewarded so there.. don worry too much.. all i have to do is think & decide as to which one to accept.. done...

thats all folks

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argh!! my tummy really hurts.. curse all this things bout diarrhoea.. it hurts real bad.. aww... boo hoo

& my migraine's acting up again.. shit
everythin bout me hurts today.. my arse, my stomach, my head.. my back even.. damn..

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was juz wonderin.. why is it that things r always bein kept hidden from me..? how would u feel if i keep things to myself & not say anythin bout it to u? huh? huh? have u ever spare a thought for me, for my feelings? all these times, I was e one who comforted u whenever u got teased by others. I was e one who lend my damn pathetic ear & time to listen to ur damn pathetic complains bout all e others.. I was e one who stood by ur side, even though deep inside i thought u were sum sort of shit juz askin for attention.. & i nvr said a single bad thing bout u.. yet ur doin this to me.. wad kinda shit r u playin at man...

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