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ya Allah, am i so happy today.. morning was so cool.. Frankie number 2 smiled a wonderful smile... haha

n then, training was really stressing cuz coachie is really tekan-ing all of us since tournament's coming practically by the end of March..

after training, Fatin asked me to play soccer with her, so i did, passing balls, chipping it up bla bla bla... we were both kinda like having fun, i mean, it's been a long time since i last touched a soccer ball.. it was really really cool.. but the best part was when we stopped a couple of times to see the rugby jocks do their stuff.. it was really raelly cool, i get to see my Frankie in action close up n she get to see hers...

the hockey girls ended up watching the rugby boys doin their training as part of our rest.. it was so so fun, watching all of them doing wadeva it was they were suppose to be doing.. Edward was so good, i blurted out saying that he's gonna be the Star Player of the Year... ahahxx

i met Sri and Frankie at the bus stop in front of the library tonite.. e 3 of us took 8 home, he sat directly IN FRONT of me.. u was trying to keep my cool.. n not panic...

Frankie n i alighted at the same stop, he was standing a feet away from me, and as we were crossing the road, from where he was he ended up on very right n asked where exactly i lived. so we were just doing a small conversation but my heart was already pumping like mad... ouh, n he said BYE just when we were by the lift to his place... awww

i was so happy, i am still... i really am very very very happy... im still smiling now, it's an experience i'll keep for life.. i mean, this is the first time we're talking to one another LIVE!!!

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its past midnight n im still not asleep... the coffee i just drank is keeping me awake..

oh dear gawd.. i've hockey training tmr n no sleep is a double no no...

not good, not good at all..

it's all thanks to the 09A4 class blog, i spent the whole nite doing it, alongside the rest of my homework... n ive still yet to finish every single one of them..

Math, half way done
Sastera, half way done
Management, half way done

not good, not good... naughty nadia must get 3 H2 passes this year, no matter wad.. if the rest can do it, so can she...

btw, A4 class blog is finished

09-A4.blogspot.com

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all right, im out of stuff to say, not in the mood too..



formed up a whole string of an irish name, ouh blimey...



Éireann Cailín Ó Broin-Coileáin -> Erina Cailin Byrne-Collins

so it seems that my full name including my irish ones would be



Nadia Éireann Cailín Ó Broin-Coileáin Abdul Rahman

Nadia Erina Cailin Byrne-Collins Abdul Rahman



there u go, wad a bloody long name...



wad it means,

Nadia -> breath of life

Éireann -> Ireland

Cailín -> girl

Ó Broin -> Raven - a metaphor of the meaning wise

Ó Coileáin -> young warrior

not sure wad my dad's name means though, i noe it has a nice meaning however, Abdul Rahman...



so, it turns out, my full name means (in better form of English):

Ireland's wise young warrior girl...

bla bla bla..

ps ps..
don like me say don like me..

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yessa.. no training today.. mdm watee just texted me.. yessa!!!

muahahahahahahxxx

rite now, we're at the O hub, ahaxx, typical.. as of now, we've got 3 clubhouses for the Warriors..

1st - ClubHouse @ the library

2nd - ClubHouse @ the O Hub

3rd - Clubhouse @ the Canteen...

ahahahahahahahahahahhahaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

so, now.. we're at ClubHouse @ O Hub... karaoke class just started...

we did The Man Who Can't Be Moved by The Script
now, it's Addicted by Simple Plan...

i saw Frankie, just as i was getting out of the Centre Stage.. talk about perfect timing.. hee hee

lalalalxxx...

ouh, i didnt say anything bout making new frenz did i??

i made a pair of twins a pair of frenz..=P
one's Zul n the younger one is Khai..

hanging out with them is really cool, but i think i mix more with Khai.. lol

k im tired of typing..

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...THINK...

that's wad i just learnt from the Critical Thinking class..

k, bye...

wait, i forgot, Khuzaifah was searchin for me just now.. so i met him at the second floor lockers.. i turned to my right, guess who's class i saw... heee hee....

i just adore Frankie, don u??

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ok, so yesters i didnt have the time to update the for the day.. so here i am... i loaned a few VCDs from school... 3 Star Wars, 1 Leonardo DiCaprio's flick and an audio - a Disney speciall.. so ive still yet to find the time to enjoy these goodies...

niwaes, yesterday i stayed back to watch a rugby game played by the Millennian Rugby jocks against those from Jurong.. it was nice but i still dunno who won... i think the MI boys did a great job..?? i dunno....

there's a hockey match against NJC this morning. tiring, yes. but yesters was worse.. we lost 2-0, scored during 2nd half.. i wasn't on the pitch when NJC scored..

i played 1st half for 10 minutes, n the last 5 min Shiddles took my place.. when the 2nd half started, Shiddles did the first 7 min while i finished up the last 7... it was during my break that NJC scored... i think Shidah needs to do more marking.. she was quite fast on her feet..

there's this NJC dude, he played against us with a pink Mazon. bright pink... i heard the other coach calling him Eric. the rest think that he is very annoying but i think i welcome the competition. when i was marking him, i felt very very up to the challenge to stop him from scoring.. i enjoy defending very very much...

let's see.. my left foot hurts, my left thigh hurt even worse, i got socked by an opponent's stick on my right arm - she asked if i was ok, very nice of her... by the end of the game, me n Eric were marking one another. when the whistle was blown, he tapped my on the right shoulder, "Great Game, Sorry.."

how sweet...

the rest think that he's not nice, but i thnk he's ok...

hey, different ppl see things differently.

besides, Eric pushed them, he didnt hurt me one bit..

lmao...

i had a fun filled day filled with Frankie yesters.. cant wait to see him on Monday..

ouh damn, Monday school starts at 8...

SHIT

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im at the library on my lappy... there's MI wireless here so it's pretty cool...

watching an episode of Avatar, the one i missed last nite due to training..

training ended late yesters so i reached home at 8.. had dinner n then i went to sleep cuz i was so pooped out.. so sleep was the best cure for dear old me...

had a nice training i guess.. i dunno, it was mabok for me but i thnk it was ok... i think the best part was when i could see Frankie with his own training.. so i think i had loads of fun...

yesters, when Coach called for me, i was yawning so sumhow i gave a face after being interrupted in my yawns... ouh dear, i just hope Coach don think of me bad.. u noe, i gave a face n all...

i was waiting outside the library just now, waiting for Julie and the rest, i waited to see Frankie n his frenz to walk past.. nice one... i just adore him..

though i dunno if we'll ever be together.. i really really like him, i really really do...

ok, so i think i should stop blogging now n continue my avatar music.. maybe nex i'd watch power rangers...

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ok life is jinkees....

ahahahxx...

at the o hub again.. can't believe it, but ashraf switched on his songs.. rite now, we're singing Lemon Tree... ahahxx, just now we sang Zombies..

ashraf just said We Love Retainees.. busted...

ahahaxxx wad a character...

omg im laughing like shit... ahahahahxxxx

ok stop.. n all that i can see was just a yellow lemon tree... omg, im singing im singing....

ahahxx minus the sarcasm please...

omg, im just typing wad we're all saying rite now..

wrong song wrong song...

ive yet to see Frankie but never mind, he's gonna be at the field later...

rite now we're singing Hero by Mariah Carey..

omg we're all so so crazy...

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okies.... im in O hub rite now.. Saiful's the nex person to noe who's Frankie... ahahxx... Zara told Saiful that he's 7th in line for me after Frankie who holds seats number 1 to 6.. ahahaxxxx

so
rite now, the O Hub is very very full... almost all of us are here.. foolin around, blogging.. too bad i cant get into Facebook... i wanna do sum updating there...

still thinking of Frankie, still still thinking of Frankie...

ouh, n Saiful sang the MI dance song - the Marc Anthony song, cant remember wad its called now..

ok, later...

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okie... went for accounts today.. pretty nice i guess.. should i decide for it??

still deciding where i should apply for a part time job.. so that i can save up for my bike as well as university life..

didnt see Frankie at all today..

Self Study talk by Adam Khoo Learning Technology trainer, Md Amin was really really an eye opener.. loved every single part of it.. very very motivational, make me wanna study even more..

wad else???

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i think i enjoyed the last day of orientation because of the Mystery Game.. it was nice i guess, pretty scary i think... laughed a lot.. bla bla bla..

ouh n when i called out to Sean as he was leaving, Frankie turned.. then when i called Sean again n send him a flying kiss, the kiss landed on Frankie as he turned to face me one more time.. talk about good timing.. i love that Friday... =P

just told my dad bout me thinking of getting a part time job on sat nites.. so that i can save up for my biking license as well as getting myself a bike... still thinking wad type of bike to get, but i was thinking of getting a Vintage Classic.. pretty cool.. slow and steady...

jsut had dinner, pretty full rite now.. too full, cant sleep so im on the comp..

wad else should i say???

well, forget it then..

till the nex post..

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i am so so so so so so so ANGRY!! with: my brother, the President of Students' You-Know-What Council, my brother again, ouh and did i mention the Students' Council??

omg man, there's just no pleasing sum people.. imagine e first day of orientation, the mood was so down and low, so dull and quiet, butt pained from sitting cross-legged too long in the hall.. then the only way to create live was to have seniors racking up a mood for everyone.. isnt that supposed to be the way?? i mean, seriously, if the orientation leaders cant make a happy lively first day for newcomers why cant the Warriors do a better job out of it?? besides, it was the OGLs who wanted everyone to mingle around bla bla bla...

so from the first day on, i thnk newcomers were able to mix around n i gotta say, i think they ARE enjoying themselves, specially that they have crazy noisy ppl around - the Warriors i mean...

why are we called the Warriors?? Mr Azman, the best VP ive ever known, wanted to know how to call people like us.. so, to motivate us further, we came up with the Warriors. we noe that we are fighters, even if we're struggling, we have to work even harder to overcome our obstacles and go thru the war, bruised and battered but still going thru to the very end, victorious.

wad actually happened today? lets see... assembly, games, n a bloody "pep talk" by unprofessional "councillors"... i mean, yea rite, wadever they were talking bout doesnt even make sense and were they trying to make us feel better because of our plight, or worse??

we may be retainees, but we're all humans.. we've got feelings, ego, sense of rebellion; all these are normal in an ordinary person, am i not wrong? thing is, i don thnk the OGLs realise wad exactly they're doin to themselves. they're not hurting us, no, not at all.. the stuff they were saying about were just making them feel even worse... i mean, seriously, they think we're creating trouble for them but the thing is, all we ever did was to create a life out of a boring orientation.. that is sumthing good, right? right??

u can call us wadever u want, retainees, repeat students bla bla bla...
we don care.. at all..

honestly,
our egos took a huge tight beating the day we got our results. that was sum hell..
we got thru that, together, the Warriors. we spent 2 weeks together, form closer bonds because we noe wad we're all feeling.. but we got thru that phase, long long ago.. we didnt ask to go for the orientation. we would gladly have just stayed at the library and do our own self study like wad we've always been doing. wad? who says retainees cant study? oh, only those in SC can succeed is it?

personally, i don think they have any right to be calling us retainees or repeat students. we have courage, courage to come back and continue from square one, all over again. it took courage to put our honor one side and go back to school putting on brave faces in front of everyone else in the school.. we could have left but we didnt because we know wad we really want in life, how to succeed better, we've decided on everything, thought things thru during the hols. that is why we're called the Warriors cuz we are not gonna give up even if given the chance to..

ok, so during the 'pep talk' just now, wad was it all about? was it to clear things or to rebutt everything we have to say? i thought those ppl wanted to hear wad we have to say then why were they fighting back even before we finished talking? wad was that all about?? werent they suppose to be listening since they're teachers? then solve the problem after hearing from both parties? tell me if wad im saying is not true cuz i noe it is true..

i did not go for last year's orientation so i dunno how different this year's is from the last. but after 4 years in a leadership course (remember i said i was Overall-In-Charge for my school's NPCC), i noe the hard work of getting a good camp well done.. ive done a lot of orientations, n however difficult it had been i noe my team had gotten all the support from everyone... so, my qn is, if the SC thinks we're making trouble, weren't we actually helping them to get the newcomers be more lively etc?? weren't we actually supprting them? we participated in the games held, mingled around with the newcomers, doin everything the SC needed us to do.. so wad exactly is the problem? why were they bias against us so much? why were they always emphasising on the word repeat and retained? like ive said, we are ok with the terms as long as they are directed in positive ways but the way Mariya said it just now, wow... thanks a lot.. u tell me, who wouldnt get angry if the intention was intended to humiliate all of us, a group, a large group in front of 500 new students??

now if u were there, how would u feel? ok so we noe, the OGLs are clever ppl, never been retained bla bla bla, cuz it seems that if uve been retained u cant be in SC so wow.. big deal... wadever that girl did was seriously uncalled for and deserved to get whacked upside down right and left.. i might get sumthing worse than detention for posting this, but don i get to say wad's on my mind and heart? most importantly, in others who suffer e same plight?

i don use vulgarities that much cuz its pretty low.. but everythings just plain bull...

ouh i left out shit...

so there u go..

BULLSHIT

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seated at the O hub rite now... pretty nice time actually, cool airconditioned..

just had lunch.. $40 for a 3 week lunch.. yuck...

cant believe i ate the lunch given and worse still, cant believe im full from it...

not nice, uh uh, not at all.. but i cant complain.. it's e type of food u'd get in school...

saw Frankie running.. wow wow wow...

ok ive thought bout the stuff that i wanna tell him here..

not that he's gonna read it cuz he wont..

hey frankie,
i dunno how to put this in words but im trying im trying.. we've known one another, though not that closely, for a year now.. i enjoyed myself very much whenever u were really near. listening to u talk really was comforting cuz i just love ur voice.. remember that evening we all took a train back home together?? i really really wanted to talk to u, but i jsut cant bring myself to.. the others were all happily chatting with u but i could only listen n look everywhere else so that i don look like a girl who's so excited at being near sumone she really really likes... n so, when we were reaching Redhill, i turned to look out from the train to see my favorite Car showroom, i just adore R8.. Mas told me that at the same time u turned to talk to me.. if there any was a day that i really regret, i would regret that day, the day we nearly said a few words to one another.. i guess its sumthing i really would want, to talk to u.. for a year, i cant bring myself to talk to u.. now we're no longer gonna be in the same class, ever... uve moved on n ive not.. now with the new kids comin in, im prety sure a few would fall for u, but not the way i did.. i keep my feelings for ages.. n i would always remember that i always will think of u.. i learnt that there are no such thing as accidents. it was no accident that we lived pretty near to one another, it was no accident that u were the first i saw on the day i appealed for school. it was no accident that u got into a few of my classes - PE, MOB and History... n best still, i noe it was no accident that i fell for sumone like u.. i really really wish, that sumday we can be frenz, maybe from there, we could be more than frenz.. but of course, i won't have high hopes for that, but i will always always be waiting...

lots of luv...

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played one of my worst yesters... bad time.. i dunno why, the speed was there but 2 goals were scored under my watch.. that's like, not good... 4 defenders, we tried a lot of deal to stop the puny little white ball from goin thru us, n there was no goalie... blast, now i fully realize the full importance of a goalkeper in any game...

but i thought the day was good, though i think we lost?? or was it a draw?? as usual, i don pay attention...

we had lunch at Far East Plaza.. n i had BBQ chicken rice for dinner... yummers...

rite now, im watchin Power Rangers Operation Overdrive online... missed yesterday's. mite watch nex week's in advance, still deciding though...

was forming a short letter for him in my head just now, a letter he would never receive and read... nothin cocky, just thinkin of telling him that im sorry that i never tried to be a fren, sorry that he'd think that im arrogant or wadever shit...

woke up real early today cuz me dad's going to work.. so we had chocolates for breakfast e 3 of us, mam, papa n me... n then i vacuumed n then i took a shower - washed my shin pads.. n then logged on the comp... just finished yesters episode.. posting a blog, n then going to watch nex week's.. decided.. yeps.. till the nex post... =P

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