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k, itz been long since i last write...
i've had a splendid week, a little bit of problems here & there but otherwise it's nice..
hmmm, Monday..
i didnt go for my Monday morning run, simply because i was still coughin' like mad so i was told to rest (i told myself to rest rather). had a nice time during art so there, a nice monday morning...
Tuesday..
wad did i do? i cant remember.. o yeah, after in-focus, there was training.. u noe, extra training for Passing Out Parade. in e end, i had to settle a fight, wasnt really a fight, juz maybe an argument & starin incidents, scoldin stuff etc.. between girls, wad'dya expect.. if any of those involved r readin this, juz wanna say, do not, i repeat, do not bother to talk law in this problem.. those who wanna noe please send me an email. thank u...
Wednesday..
Art wasnt really fun but since ive finished wad i was needed to do, i had a peaceful time... had a nice day.. it was Valentine's Day by the way.. received a couple of things.. here i wanna touch on sumthin.. i received sumthin nice from a guy, i dunno who.. but it was an expensive brand of chocolates. i had it with me during chemistry at e lab, sum girls noticed & asked who was it from, so i explained.. but the thing is, there was one person. i wanted him, real bad, to notice e chocolates but he didnt even asked who was it from.. all he did ask was if i wanted to eat e chocolates alone.. Bummer
Thursday...
left school early for e stadium.. sports heats.. it's that time of year again.. oh btw, i'm runnin' 4 by 100m this year.. anyways, i had fun screamin' my lungs out tryin to cheer for sum frenz who were competing.. they were real good, really...
Friday, that is today..
one of e best daes of my life... went out with my frenz, for e first time, did i tell u i'm not much of goin-out-of-the-house kinda person? haha, but i forgot, e reason i don like going out of e house was that, i'd always feel left out of things.. one thing because i do not have a boifren & sum of e others do. another is that, i don wanna be a lampost, if u noe wad i mean.. but e people i went out with, they're really cool.. they tried to make those still single not feel left out, that's wad i like bout these people.. juz wanna say, thanks a lot guys... i had a fun day out with u & i loved every moment of it, really do.. thnks for askin me out people..

so tonite, i'm sittin in front of my computer typin wad i did e whole week.. i can conjure up that much.. eh wait..

remember, a couple of weeks ago i think, i said sumthin bout e guy i like.. i wish there is sum kinda way to show him that i really care for him, more than wad a fren shud...
i don dare tell him, because its not my place to do so.. i'm a home made gerl, it's not apt for a gerl to tell a guy that she have feelings for him..
i'm up for any kinda challenges, but when it come to affairs of e heart, i dunno wad to do.. all these while, ive waited for e same guy, even though he has feelings for other girls.. i guess, this is e furthest i can go... i noe i'll love him till e day i die, even if i have to marry sum other guy for my parents sake...

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