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been up e whole day, absolutely bumped up rite now, i'm hurtin all over.. feelin like an old man, crap..

DragonBoat competition in e mornin'.. arms all sore paddlin e huge boat across e reservoir.. trial race was shit, no coordination, no nuthin.. heats 1 was wonderful, not exactly my kinda wonderful but wonderful... there was a better improvement, slight changes but it's super obvious that towards e end the boat slacked, it became slow, that was exactly when me & sue were givin our final touches.. from where we were seated, we could feel e speed, e momentum of e boat movin but at the same time, we both shared a feelin of dread, there was no way we're gonna nail e competition.. e other teams were much more professional than our team.. they were more prepared, they had trainings before e competition day itself & besides, they were all members of their schools' DragonBoat team..

can't deny that i wasn't dissapointed.. in fact i was devastated though the others thought i didn't give a damn bout it, i was happy all over, laughin & gigglin after we got e results.. i mean, how could i show my distraught expression when clearly it wasn't their fault that we didn't have trainings for e race..

we lost our top 10 position by juz A second, if only we were half a second faster.. juz proves to show that time is precious after all.. 1 second, man.. really wished we could have won sumthin for e school..

it's my last race after all, with me as e team captain.. try imagine my sorrow..

Down Goes Another One