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trainin was bull.. wad else, patience juz ain't workin no more, ain't it.. another strand of hair lost..

remember there was once i posted sumthin bout a dream.. when i reached home juz now, mama said sumthin bout e guy next door.. seems like e Narcotics officers got him juz now in e afternoon.. haiz, he was such a quiet thing.. k, maybe not that quiet seeing that he used to shout from his window, but it's been weeks since i last heard him screamin..

mama said that he's some problems, mental problems it seemed.. she said, e used to be on drugs, i dunno muc bout him.. he went into a depressed state, don seem to recognize anyone anymore.. he used to call out to mama whenever he passed our apartment.. he's dishevelled rite now i think.. but he's real clean, unlike his cousin who used to stay in e same apartment.. e cousin have tattoos, loads of them on his body.. this guy, though he used to be on drugs, was very nice.. his grandmother, now deceased, loved him more than e cousin.. reckoned he became more depressed when she passed on..

anyways, bout e dream.. my "partner in crime" read it, that was a shock, he never cared if i post on my blog.. that was kinda abrupt when he said sumthin bout e dream, how'd he became involved & stuff, i mean come on.. THAT WAS A DREAM AIN'T IT.. it can't come true, can it?? i dunno, like i've said, God noes wad would happened if it came true.. sheesh, don even wanna think bout it

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