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ok.. so at last, im back here again, after 2 months since i last blogged..

last i stop by, i was at Singapore's Changi Airport Terminal 3, just before boarding, while waiting for the rest to be checked in.. so i found myself an internet connected area, n then i posted the last blog..

actually, i planned to put up videos.. didnt happen cuz it turned out my digi cam couldnt record any sound due to the lack of a mic.. so in the end, i got myself loads of pix which i am too lazy to upload...

just rounding up researches on post pre-university studies... checkin out on overseas universitites as well as those in Singapore..

it's not often i find myself, seated here in front of the comp, laden with books, studyin for the official start of school..
bloody, school kinda crap for the past week.. not easy, but hey.. i'm still here... hangin on to every bit of the string...

life's pretty tough at the moment, but i'm getting there to the end of the road... a few more years n i'll be out of the school in no time with good grades on my 'A' Level Cert..
(i am really really serious).. I WILL PASS MY GCE 'A' LEVEL EXAMINATIONS WITH FLYING COLORS.. no kidding... (if i get thru the 2nd year alive) soon, soon...

can't believe i'm sayin this, but i can't wait for school to start officially for me, with tutorials and lectures to go to.. homeworks to finish up... every mark matters now... havent got any more tears to shed now.. life sucks, big time..

anyways, training was still ongoing during the hols.. though i went for as much as i could, i still find running round the stadium difficult..
but things are getting more serious now... should be playin for defence on the school's hockey team.. if possible, i don wanna play goalie now.. too much pressure.. besides, coach wants me to play defence but Mdm Watee wants me to play goalkeeping.. so yup, a dilemma there..

nex week on, 10 rounds round the stadium.. i have to make it.. not getting lesser than silver for NAPFA this year.. i noe i can make it since im able to get A for every other elements but running 2.4km. so as long as i make a C for running, i'll be getting my hands on GOLD... so eyes on SILVER babe..

im studyin rite now, catchin up on history... its a bother without a real textbook, kinda craps having a thick book u have to do deep research on... compared to history, management is much easier since the textbook for it provides a good insight.. the one for southeast asian history is too lengthy.. i need stuff on the 20th century, not the 18th!!!

international history should be okay, but research still needed to be done to get more elaborations on the points given... looks like i gotta bring Extenza (my laptop) to school everyday... argh, there goes my back... life craps, sacrifices suck, but hey, no sacrifice no happiness.. & to be really happy, id need to work on stuff that will pay big... so, school here i come... again...

omg, Azie's snores real loud... tempts me to join her... haha, no i don snore much.. seriously!! should i go to sleep? or continue with wadeva im doin now??

it's 0442 here in singapore,
and
2042 in Dublin/London...

ps. Dougie said hi from MySpace.. its been 2 months since he last logged in..

pps. is that a coincidence? both he n me last blogged 2 mnths ago?

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